Book 2: In the Life of Mia: College Chapter 77
Billy’s eyes focused deeply on mine and again trying to get inside my head to find out something about me he could say. “Not sure how you can just make people feel so connected to you one min and another min so closed off when someone tries to do the same” he sighed, but with curl to his lip that told me he found it intriguing. “Well Billy to be honest I’ve had a lot of pain in my life and well it’s just something you learn to deal with and it makes you stronger, teaches us all how to be a better person or only become this… yet in some cases we are one in the same and rather be on our own then with people who could heal us and make us feel whole again” I looked away as I got up and needing space and food. I walked towards the kitchen with Billy fast on my heels wanting me to say more “You can’t just say shit like that and then just walk away… you are just as complicated as me and to be honest it pisses me off at times” he was now back to getting frustrated gripping the back part of my arm. I knew the pain all too well when Maxwell had grabbed me like that and it about sent me into a rage until he let go when I bunched up my muscle.
By 5pm I had made dinner and also been able to balance between where we were and my house which was deserted but I could tell someone had been there recently. I replied to the stupid website and hoped it would be enough and would be able to do the next step on the list and knew it might not happen right away since I had yet to make it farther than Leona’s house to my houses which were only 180-200 miles apart. I was planning something that would take a lot out of me and wasn’t even sure if it would be possible to do but knew I had no other choice since these people were not going to stop until everyone involved with the scam was dead and they either got their money back or vengeance. “I think we should figure out just how much was swindled from these people who could be involved in your parent’s murder and your grandparents. I sure hope you love your sister enough to protect her just in-case she’s next on their list since you keep giving her tasks to do and you are supposed to be dead” I informed him even though I was still in my own head with thoughts about the whole thing myself.
Billy and I ate dinner together with him finally letting me have a few glasses of wine even though he didn’t agree he knew that what he was doing wasn’t right either and he was just a desperate boy looking for answers. “I promise I’ll let you go once this is all over with and I am either dead or free either way I’ll be free so just don’t let me down ok…” he whispered so softly I almost didn’t hear him. I ate my last bite of chicken and turned to him which he watched every move I made from the corner of his eye always tensing up afraid I’d touch him. Which is what I really wanted and needed since a little human connection is what I was missing the most. “Billy… look I am here either way as well and I promise I’ll fight for you until the end now whether you want to believe me that’s up to you and I really hope you can one day trust someone or life is never going to be different for you” I had no idea what had come over me as I was just spilling out so much crap and needing to get up and move my plate to the sink. I felt like there was something that I could truly do for him if he only let me, but knew he was still on the side of not trusting me. I hoped the longer we were together even if it were days, weeks or even months that he would one day let his guard down and truly let me in.
Billy surprised me when he got up when I reached for his plate to take it and he brought it around the island and placed it in the sink and stood there real close as he rinsed it and placed it inside the dishwasher. His smell was that of pine and oak or something that was along those lines mixed with a little old spice maybe which was something I didn’t expect him to wear. “That must be a scent you only put on when you are missing your father, or grandfather maybe?” I asked when I took a deep breath in smelling him again. I heard his breath catch in his throat and he froze gripping the edges of the counter until his knuckles were white and I went for it putting my hand over his and stroking it. “Billy relax…. I’m not going to hurt you ok I just need a little human inter-action that ummm well is gentle and…” he turned so quickly and caught my hand that I had on his. “I—I am not a nice guy and you need to stop looking for what I could have been or what you think you see underneath this shell of who I am” he groaned deep from his chest and hissed out through his teeth. I changed his course of action when I wrapped my leg around the back of his and took him to the ground knocking the breath from his lungs and I knew the burning sensation all too well.
Billy looked up at me with shock clear on his face and maybe even a little shimmer of a smile that almost made it to his eyes. “Now… who’s got the power Billy… not that I’ll use it, but I just want you to see that I could take you and without needing a gun to do it. I see who you are and who you used to be and that’s one reason I came because in all those letters for help and the pleading whether you want to admit it or not…. I felt your pain even though my pain is much different” I whispered down next to his hear as I kept all my strength on his hips and biceps as I pinned him to the floor. Billy took in a deep breath and relaxed a bit becoming more gentler when he spoke “Does not matter what you see… I know who I am, and you can’t change my mind about that… but if fucking is what you need….” He moved and I let him and watched as he ran from the room. I waited thinking, he was coming back with a belt or something that would cause pain but not death.
After I finished cleaning up the kitchen and waiting for Billy to return I realized he had ran from me and when I went looking for him I heard his shower going and it was almost like it was an invitation. I went to his room and found it was way to clean like O.C.D clean something of what my things looked like back home. “Ok now that’s freaking me out” I thought as I felt like maybe we were more alike than I initially thought at first. I found him in the shower and instead of a hot one it was freezing or at least had to be chilly since there was no steam in the air and the mirrors were clear. I didn’t say a word just undressed and stepped up closer to his huge walk in shower that looked as though it was in a forest and made from earths creation. There were no doors on it, and you had to find your way through the boulders just to get to the water that was rushing down from rocks above. As I reached him, I couldn’t help but be in awe of all his manliness, “Billy…. Shhh relax… I’m not going to hurt you ok, and no matter what you say in that you would probably hurt me something tells me you won’t because you see a lot of me in you and to be honest I feel the same” I whispered leaving it at that. I did not need to look down at Billy’s hard-on to know he was aroused and was feeling just as needy as I was and that’s the real reason, he had run away from me.
Billy stepped forward fast and I stood there showing him he didn’t affect me as he wanted to scare me to just go away and I was not going to just run like he had. When he backed up after I stepped forward, I went with him. “Change the water to warm at least please….” I begged a little needing warmth on my feet. He didn’t move to face the knobs instead just reached behind him and turned the dial that warmed us quickly. His face softened a little just enough for me to slowly get down on my knees all while still looking at him. I reached out slowly and grabbed his cock in my hand and softly squeezed and watched as his breathing caught in his throat again and he pulled back a little. “PLEASE…” he let a deep growled moan slip and I smiled giving him a questioning look on what he was asking me please for. I slowly pushed my hand back and forth letting his cock slip in and out of my hand which he seemed to like when his eyes lit up and I made sure to keep the connection I had made between us. “Can I….” I whispered getting closer to his erection now that it was thick and hard as a rock. He did not answer with words but pushed his hips forward in a welcoming gesture and I took over making sure to keep the connection.
Billy was Cumming in my mouth and out since I didn’t know where he had been even though I was risking myself just doing what I was doing now. I watched as his torso muscle bunched every time, I made contact or stopped what I was doing to make him feel good. On the second orgasm for him he pulled out swiftly from my mouth making a popping suction sound and became hard again quickly. “JESUS…” he groaned out for about the 100th time and he helped me to my feet and took me picking me up and I wrapped my legs around him. “I’m clean….” he whispered and it made me doubt him for a moment but then realized he was probably telling the truth since for the last 20 years he had been a scared little boy and trying to find the truth that was buried so deep. “Good, I’m clean too” I promised and he was in me a second later and wasn’t gentle at all which was a turn on for me since I knew he probably did not know how to be gentle and gentle was the farthest thing from my mind. I orgasmed a good 3 times and was not quiet about any of them which made him go on and on until I couldn’t take anymore since he had been the largest out of the other men I’d been with. “OK….. please….. stop” I moaned out as my 4th and final orgasm ripped through me so hard, I felt like I was about to lose all self-control.
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