In the Life of Mia: College: Chapter 17
Sharene came back a few mins later and must have been nearby since when she came in she was all smiles. “So, you are already talking big plans with the most important person in my life besides my family, yours and you….” she gives me the look of so many things to come and fading off as she carried the, baby’s bath. She filled the baby bath with water and had me bring Madeline to her and when I tried to hand her off, she had refused to take her from me. “Damn it Shar… I told you I wasn’t ready, and you are now… you are forcing my hand….” I groan in a breathless whisper as I was starting to shake a little. “Mia… take a deep breath and just put her slowly in the bath and I will take you step by step but quickly since she hate’s baths and being cold so that is one thing you’ll learn quickly” she informs me as she handed me a hand glove looking thing that was actually a wash cloth to put on my hand. I slipped it on and she squeezed baby lavender soap for me to wash Madeline with and started off slowly washing her feet up to her thighs and stopped since I had no idea how to wash up a babies private parts. Sharene put her hand on mine and helped me not needing me to ask for her help. Together we cleaned Madeline from front to back and she was surprised in how calm Madeline was during the whole thing and even the part where we had to pour a little water over hear head to get her soap off too. “I can’t believe how good she’s being and usually it’s like world war II with her and a bath time, but you come along and things seem to be changing” she whispered as she kissed my cheek.
Madeline was finally in her Pjs and calm by 9pm which was already an hour and a half past her bed time which I chalked up for being the reason why she let us give her a bath without a fuss. “Awww see that was all now she’s almost a sleep and she’s only been in the crib like 3 mins with her binkie and blankie” I could not help but watch her a bit longer before turning away and going back to the bathroom. As I restarted the bath I thought how I found it pretty impossible to think when Sharene was naked through Madeline’s bath and how she had touched me from time to time as I got Madeline ready for bed. “You don’t play fair… you got naked just so that I had to give her a bath since you wear breakfast, lunch and dinner on your chest” I tell her as I sat on the edge of the bath tub and let the bubbles and hot steam fill up the bathroom helping me relax a little more. I waited a few more mins until after I moved slowly down into the tub before it was finished filling and sank into the pillows where I felt my body immediately relax and loved watching Sharene move across the floor. I put out my hand offering it to her to get in which she did immediately and instead of sitting next to me or across from me she sat straddling me and kissing me so soft and slow that it pained me in my chest and between my legs. “Mmmmm damn girl…. Ok well I can see I am not getting away with anything that has happened since I got home and I’m just wondering how far you are going to take it all. Only because the plane ride home was already pretty extreme and well, we have a lot more people here than we did on the plane so might want to rethink that since as you know I’m not quiet. You also have a daughter in the same room, and I don’t want to wake up Maddie or anyone else for that matter” I whispered as she kissed me again but this time breathlessly.
Sharene rubbed me everywhere relaxing me and making me feel like I was floating on air and giving me exactly what I needed with her hands all over me even though she was making me hot for her as she whispered sexual things into my ear. “Ok, the water is now getting cold and I am so hot that either we finish this here or in the bed… it’s a little weird with Maddie being right there….” “It can be done, but you have to try and control yourself” she whispered taking my bottom lip slowly into her mouth. I got my answer when she emptied the tub and stood between my legs stretching showing me all her assets which I loved to the point of snapping mental picture to take back with me to London. I sat up a little and reached out for her needing my mouth around her nipples so I could see if she tasted just as sweet as I remembered. I had her right where I had wanted her and just as I was about to get what I wanted my mother knocked on the bathroom door. “Girls you about finished in there I am getting tired and nauseous so if you can hurry that would be great” she announced through the door and now my libido was frozen in time. I cleared my throat and answered her, “Yes mama be out in just a few mins sorry just letting the water out now and stepping out of the tub as we speak.” Sharene kept teasing me until we both exited the bathroom wrapped in robes and finding my mother in the corner chair and watching Madeline sleep.
Sharene got into bed and propped herself up grabbing a magazine to stay up and wait for me, but wasn’t sure how long it would take to talk with my mother about the box and what we’d get into about it. “I’ll try and give her back to you soon, but can’t promise when so if you get to sleepy I’m sure she’ll wake you up when she comes back in” my mother leans in kissing and hugging Sharene goodnight. I followed her out the door and frowned back at Sharene who looked a little upset that we were leaving the room to discuss what we needed to discuss. My mother walked into my father’s office at the end of the hall where it was the only room that was sound proofed to my knowledge anyways. By 2am my mother and I were ½ way through my box and she was having a hard time with it all which I felt bad putting her through it but couldn't help who we were and what we were born into. "How do you think I feel? I can't even imagine telling anyone in my life more then what they already know without looking like a crazy person. I thought I was fucked in the head as it was and shaped me into the person I am now, I can't even fully commit to a person, but can tell her I am in love with her. I am not sure how you were able to tell father, except the fact the 2 of you pretty much grew up together and maybe it was meant to be that way like your father and his father put it in place for that reason. I was thinking maybe that's the reason you and father are so upset about Maxwell and the situation since he was maybe the one I could have shared this all with and he would have been my what protector? I guess that's why I am so strong so that I don't need a protector since I am the protector/guardian as grandmother and father put it anyways which still is weird for me. I just feel like it's all a curse and why bring anyone else into this craziness that is my life.... she's got a little baby that deserves to have a normal life and with me neither of them will get that.
They'll get a lavish life style, want for nothing but more than that..... I don't know have I lost my mind for telling her I have fallen for her.... I'm just trying to figure out how and why me... ugh so father did not say much to me after we got home today and I'm sure he has told you what happened by now or some type of idea which....I know it's hard for you both but I have to do it and it's just the right thing to do" I cannot help but ramble handing my mother the note that I had stuck inside the box. My mothers’ eyes went wide and she must have known what it was because when I tried to hand it to her she got to her feet and moved away from me as though I had burned her. "NO.... I have read all those damn notes in the mausoleum and if it was your father and I's decision we would not even let any of them in there but you have them on the list so not much we can do about it. They hurt us the most and yes it sucks that we are not friends anymore and we have every right to feel how we feel even though we've forgiven them because it's just the right thing to do but other than that there is no reason to see them. As for your father being so understanding.... he caught me one day talking with my mother as we had been talking to some dead relatives. He freaked out and even went running home telling his mother who already knew herself since my mother and her had been friends from high school as well and was the only one who didn't think she was crazy. It is hard to open up to people who don't understand our abilities and they do grow with every time you let it which is why I closed myself off because it can get pretty exhausting and mind fucking exhausting and even though you ask them to give you time to rest they think that we should be open 24/7.
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