Chapter 150
For a minute the shock just stayed as she rubbed against me and made me weak for her. I finally reacted and took over the kiss and her moving so that she was the one against the wall and holding her hands above her head, pinning her with my hips. I got her under control with just kissing and pulled my head back to actually look at her. "Shhhh... listen... I was not expecting this shit tonight... I know you are pissed off, sad, fuck I don't know because to be honest I'm fucking..... heart broken..." I said hating that I was admitting it to her right there in the fucking bathroom. I moved away from her when the bathroom door opened and washed my hands and dried them quickly as she was right behind me step for step. Then pulled me right on to the dance floor that was close to our table. The music was that of Latin rhythm and everyone on the floor was moving as though they were ready for a bed soon. Which gave Sharene perfect advantage of everything and she showed me just how good she truly was. Along with me giving it right back to her just as fierce.
15 mins later we were both hot and sweating and aching in the spots we had craved for one another for the past 2 weeks. I refused to give her what she wanted for the time being since we were in public, and I just could not do it. "NO.... Now come..." I said pulling her off the dance floor as it started to get more crowded. "Well that was pretty sexual....." Catherine laughed and Giovanni just gave me a look that he agreed as he adjusted himself. "I second that and I'm your father..... but I now know where you get your moves from" my father said with a large smile. I was pretty edgy already and the comments did not help as I grabbed my whiskey sour and downed it. Dinner lasted for almost 2 hours with drinks and dessert that followed along with the people who asked us all to dance. Especially after my father left leaving his card on file to charge whatever to him. Catherine and Giovanni danced with us while Sharene and I hashed everything we were feeling on the dance floor with our passion for one another. "Might as well just give her what she wants.... she's basically fucking you on that floor...." Giovanni whispered in my ear as he was at my back side for a few seconds. I was ready to come right there with her hands on my thighs and him at my back pushing his thick cock into me. I finally had to get off the dance floor and get air.
A second later I pointed to the table for my things that were being guarded by one of the security guys my father asked to stay to make sure we made it home ok. "Ok call the driver I am out of here.... make sure Sharene gets where she needs to go safely, please because by my count she should be leaving for whatever...." I whispered to the security guy. He understood and called into his earpiece to the driver to pull around to the front. I had Giovanni and Catherine coming to the table while Sharene had took care of her bathroom needs. "I'm going to head home but if you want to stay my dad's card is on the tab for all this... I'm way too hot and need to go home and sleep for our long day tomorrow and even longer one Sunday” I said before heading towards the door.
Giovanni walked us out including Sharene who was back at the table and looking confused. We all climbed into the limo with the security guy handling my father's tab. "Damn that was fucking awesome.... I got pockets full of numbers and well some of them are for you both... (ha-ha) and Gio even got a lot of numbers too. So, if we want, we can have a real fun night..." Catherine said between gasps of air. The ride home was all but 15 mins and Giovanni and Catherine got out while I stayed wanting to make sure for myself that Sharene got to where she was going safe. "Where too? you said you only had a few hours, and we are well over a few hours.... so please tell me you did not call and cancel your trip home... because tonight didn't mean I changed my mind about anything. It was great seeing you, dancing all, but this...." I waved my hand between us. "It can't happen again at least not right now and we both broke... I could have bailed on dinner but really deep down wanted to see you..." I said and she was on me kissing me.
There was no way I was getting out of the vehicle the way she needed me, and I needed her. I rolled the privacy glass up after telling the driver to take us to where she was headed and was not surprised when she was on her way out all on my father's jet and going back home. I had given her what we both wanted. I gave in to something that made me feel good at the time but would end up hurting us both in the end. The driver had got out of the car leaving us to finish up what we had been doing and once done I walked her up the jet steps finding my father who must have just arrived himself as he was getting ready for takeoff himself. "Ahh now I get it, you all planned this.... well nice to know that my parents are breaking my heart just as much as we both are. I have to go, Sharene take care and stay safe and I'm sure that you'll be getting a call soon from my father or Giovanni. Or maybe you’ve already been given the offer and that’s why you are here now…I hope you decide what you want and take the offer you are about to receive..." I said as I backed up and down the steps back to the limo watching the steps of the jet go up then the door closing. I stayed until the jet taxied and left the private runway and my heart was shattered instead of just broken and I sobbed all the way back to the house.
Saturday turned out to be amazing even though the night before was a mess and I locked myself alone in my room crying. Ignoring calls and the two people who cared for me as they did it through the bedroom door. I gave the last 2 tours that afternoon and 1 took it right away with the other one saying they'd get back to us. I ended up calling them Sunday morning when the last spot was taken by the other girl from the first tour. "Yes, ok good luck on the hunt. I'll call if there is, any changes" I said to both the people who had still been thinking about it. I knew that things happened for a reason, and it was all playing out the way it needed to. We were on the jet at 5:30am and home by 10:30am just in enough time for me to get ready for the one thing I was trying to prevent from happening. As the day of the funeral had finally approached. "OMG.... yes I'm doing it..." I said harshly as I grabbed their baby prints from their boxes. I decided that after the funeral, I'd be taking myself to my friends, tattoo place and getting my first tattoo of their baby feet. I dressed in a black sexy dress and heels putting my hair into a French-braid and light makeup for the funeral.
As I exited the house I was not surprised when I left the house and found a black limo waiting with Catherine inside. Along with the two guys, I didn't think would be there at all and cried the whole way to the cemetery. The mausoleum was massive and just out front was perfect to hold the people that were invited. Giovanni was there waiting at the curb along with my parents who had just arrived. Along with Sharene who was standing between them as though they were protecting her from me knowing I would be hurt and pissed off. I was trying my best to control my sobbing as my best friends held me even after the door opened. The guys got out first with Catherine holding me when I held on tighter to her not wanting to go through it all again. I had them close the door until I was ready to be seen since I hated that I was so weak and not able to control myself at that moment. "Ok... you first Cate... I need you in front of me you are my rock right now" I whispered and watched her get out. Giovanni held out his hand along with Catherine and I took them both. My friends were protecting me in the way my parents were protecting Sharene. Themselves included and from my wrath of anger that could come out at any moment. "Mother, Father, Sha---rene.... nice of you to come" I whispered as we passed them and went inside the mausoleum. I would now be seeing the final detail of the caskets and how they looked. I could not believe how amazing it looked and how different too since they were still in liquid but looked more peaceful not just floating there.