Chapter 66
One second, I was sitting and the next I was using all my strength to push myself up and forward as more throw up started spewing from my mouth and unable to stop it. I had fell just a few feet away from everyone and right into my throw up, but I didn't stop I crawled as fast as I could wanting to stop embarrassing myself, along with my parents in front of pretty much, strangers. Sebastian and my father were both at my side yelling in panic and in my ears, it was like gibberish unable to piece things together properly. I was so weak I couldn't go any further and fell to my back once the throw up had stopped for the mean time. All so I could catch my breath and was crying a second later from the pain that just ravished my body. It of course didn't stop as I was crying so hard it was making it worse to the point that I wished someone would just shoot me and put me out of my misery.
My father was on his knees holding my head up when Jake yelled out to do so, so that I would not choke in-case I was not done getting sick. He ran for his bag in the house and was at my side with more needles trying to calm me down and explain what they were as he injected them in. "This one is for your stomach so it will settle, here's one for the pain, and another for the shaking... now Mia honey you really need to start getting some air your lips are turning purple. That means you're not getting enough oxygen to your brain…" "Mia.... listen to the sound of my voice... come on... you can do this...." my brother Ethan said softly over everyone else whose voices sounded so foreign to me. The more the medication kicked in and calmed me down the more it was kicking my ass along with Ethan softly calming me as he spoke to me and made me feel safe again. "This is not how the summer was supposed to go for you and me, this was supposed to be where we grew stronger, closer, became a family again. Come to me... you know where to find us, Nana and Grams need you to come so we can introduce you to someone...." Ethan said softly one last time. "Let's get her cleaned up and I want her at the main house. Sebastian you think you can be professional enough to shower her or should I have her mother and..." "No sir, I can handle it and be professional I promise" Sebastian said before my father could finish.
There was no doubt that I knew by my father's after shave that he was carrying me, and I let my head fall to his chest feeling safe and sound still crying out here and there. "Shhhh baby girl... shhh daddy’s got you" my father said kissing my forehead as he carried me inside. I did not bother to open my eyes as my father carried me into one of the master room and right into the shower placing me on the bench and holding me. That was until Sebastian was next to me and now shirtless. My mind was all over the place as I thought of Sebastian in another way now and was not sure how I’d react with him in the shower with me. As my father was in the same room as the both of us. I was so confused that I had to open my eyes as I did, I found him in only swim trunks with my father standing in front of us. My father was now helping me undress which felt so weird at first. I had never really let him, or my mother help me much when it came to bathing the older I got, old enough to do it by myself. "I—I can do this if you just give me the chance...." "No.... I'm here now so just let me finish and then Sebastian will help you get clean while I go shower in the other room" my father said cutting me off with a tone that dared me to argue. I finally just relaxed giving up the control again and was out of my clothes in seconds when I didn't have much on but shorts and a 2-piece bathing suite.
Moments later I was being moved just enough for Sebastian to grab the shower hose and holding it over us for a few seconds to get the throw up off. "Hey.... are you feeling any better? You are really freaking me out sweetheart... You have no idea what I'm feeling inside right now and all I want to do is kiss you and make you feel better" Sebastian whispered softly into my ear. I gave a ½ smile "Mmmm addicted are we.... not sure why.... you should be running for the hills if anything or at least just sticking to professional feelings, but I guess that's my fault" I whispered back giving a little chuckle. Sebastian was not in the laughing or even in the smiling mood as he started soaping me up with body wash and a washcloth my father had handed him before leaving. "It's only been a week and a lot has happened here for you and everyone around you, you have a lot of people worried out there. Sharene has even asked me and your father about you in the last 24 hours, and even came and sat with you. When your parents and I went to have a bite to eat when you were zonked out on pain meds and relaxers" he said as though it might make me feel better.
There were things I was not ready to hear and made an unpleasant grunt not wanting to hear any more and he understood it changing the subject. From how everyone was worried and just did his job and, I thanked him for it. He stood us both up and under the water to reach places he couldn't when we were sitting. He knew how to be gentle and took his time touching me in all the places that needed to be touched. I was still lightly bleeding which was weird when he grazed between my legs feeling the little string and then looking at me with questioning eyes. I rolled my eyes and pulled out the tampon and tossed it to the corner of the shower not wanting to have it as an awkward moment between the two of us. I just wanted it to be over with already not able to hold myself on my own and hated to be babied and taken care of.
My mother Amelia knocked on the door as she heard the shower stop "I've got towels and robes do you need any extra help getting her wrapped up or into bed?" she asked. I shook my head against his chest knowing he could handle it and hoped he would not give me up that easily. "No ma'am I can handle it I just want to get her dried and wrapped up as soon as possible before she gets to, cold or catches a cold" he said as he took the huge towel and started drying me off slowly and carefully. It did not take him long at all and only made me frown and groan wishing he would do it a little longer. I knew he was in professional mode and had a job to do. "Shhh it's ok" he muttered softly next to my ear. My mother stepped back as he picked me up after wrapping me in the robe and himself in another. The muscles in his arms and the rest of his muscles in his body bunching up as he took steps towards the bed. It felt so good against my body that felt needy.
The moment he placed me on the bed and stepped away from me I felt lonely and knew it was taking all he had to do so which pulled at my heart. I was sleeping with in minutes feeling so tired that I could not control it even if I wanted too. I was taken down so deep into my dream state that I was back in control in a nanosecond. It made things so much easier for me and figured I would see Ethan. Instead, I saw my grandmothers who were so beautiful and made me feel so much love and peace that I was in their arms. I loved being there almost like I was meant to be there instead of Ethan. I could hear the sounds of children and even what sounded like an infant in the background which confused me. It caused me to look up at my grandmothers who smiled at me so kindly. They had me walking around showing me things that they said I probably wouldn’t remember right away as it was a process.
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