Chapter 99
After running the whole park which was 4 miles around the running path and still wanted more. I had not been able to really do a super workout that gave me more intenseness that I needed to get out all pent-up stuff that I'd been going through. I felt like maybe I was for some reason or somehow connected with Sharene more than we both had realized. Then wondered about my parents as they had been together since high school but grew up together since birth. "FUCK....." I screamed out as I had just walked the 4 miles again instead of running and enjoyed watching the sunrise as I did, letting it keep me focused.
Sebastian had come running from around the corner looking upset and seemed to be worked up over something which I was sure had something to do with me. "Are you ok..... all I heard in my earpiece was you screaming" he asked. Sebastian kept his distance knowing that someone was probably watching us but gave me the look that told me he was worried and wanted to touch me. "I'm fine just feeling worked up and that yelling probably didn't help but needed it to come out! Surprised you knew it was me since it was such a high pitch squeal!" I whispered as my throat was throbbing now. I wanted to scream again, and fight punch just lash out. I was so pent up with so much emotion going on and no outlet like I needed and moved away from him after he refused to. I knew one of us needed to walk away before something happened that we had been trying so hard to stop.
Sebastian groaned knowing the feeling as he was reading my body language as he knew it now all too well. "Not fare that he can just do this to me, and he can see that I'm tightly wound up! I need to find a good local gym if I end up moving here" I thought to myself and put it on my to do list to call Jeremy for advice. I made it back to the house and half naked by the time I got to my bedroom to shower before breakfast and heading out. I took my phone from its arm holder where I wore it to keep track of my running and time along with music that blared in my ears. I typed a quick message to Jeremy knowing it would not be that late for him and asked him to look into the gyms around Oxford. "I need them ASAP before I leave Europe, so I get a chance to check them out!" I put my phone on the Wi-Fi speaker system and blared it through my bathroom needing it to keep me from losing my mind. The song that spoke volumes had come on by gnash "I HATE YOU, I LOVE YOU!" and it was almost like it was what I had needed. I was not surprised to find Sebastian sitting in the chair just inside my bedroom waiting for me. I did not bother to cover myself since he had seen it all and been inside me. "Is there something I can help you with sir? I'll be ready in a couple mins so you can pass that on to my parents" I said passing him to get to the closet and dropped the robe as I grabbed panties and a bra before getting into my dress and heels.
Sebastian continued to watch me from his spot and tapping his fingers annoyingly. "Your parents have yet to emerge from the bedroom, your grandparents, Savannah and Bruce have been waiting patiently but have things to do. I figured I'd check on you again since I heard the music blaring, and it was rattling through the house. So how about you tell me what's going on with you?" he demanded in a low tone as he watched me dress. I stood tall as I finally got my bearings after not being in heels for months since prom. "You really need stilettos? They make you like another 2 inches taller... damn I really just don't get woman and those things!" Sebastian said as he slowly made his way to me. I now towered over him after already being close to 2' taller than him but he did not care. He now had his hands on my thighs running up under my dress to grip my waist. "Mmmm very thin and doubt you need them so thin... might as well not wear any panties if that's what you even want to call them that!" Sebastian groaned and a second later my G-string was ripped right off and my body against the wall. I heard Sebastian's zipper as he pulled it down and before I could even take a breath, he was in me hard as stone and filling me. I was biting my bottom lip as the pleasure and pain ripped through me all at once, but he knew what I needed. He knew I didn't have a voice and I would not be screaming and would take advantage of it.
The whole encounter was over as fast as it had started and actually helped my body calm down more and finally relax after being pent up for days. "D--a--m--n... thank you!" I whispered so softly I was not sure he heard me. He carried me to the bathroom and left me just as quickly as he had come. I was breathless and for once in so many days happy really happy to just have my body settled again and feel good. I freshened up and put on a new pair of panties before leaving the bedroom by 8am with my parents coming out of their bedroom too. "Morning.....should I ask how the 2 of you are doing?" I asked as I waited for them to get closer. My mother looked tired and worried along with my father who had looked just as bad. "Hey baby, only slept a couple of hours and thanks for the music since it vibrated the walls..." "Forgive her honey we've been up all night talking and we just have a lot to still talk about. Umm including you.... not to worry we'll talk about that on our way home after we leave here" my father said as my mother yawned giving him a way in.
I knew exactly what my father wanted me to do and shook my head "doubt that would be good... umm can we wait a little while longer maybe after mother goes into like 2-3 trimester... unless..." the thought of my parents deciding that keeping the baby was not an option scared me. I turned and walked away not sure I wanted to hear what they would say about it not imagining that they would do it willingly. "I'd give anything to have my babies with me and not only seeing them in dreams and eventually in the cryo-tank when we got back. Only after my father coned me into and father wanted it and would not take no for an answer, and I had promised!” I mumbled to myself as I sat quickly down at the island counter as the chef passed me what I had asked for leaving a note after coming in from my run. Savannah, Bruce and my grandparents were finishing up and reading their papers and working. "So, what is the plan with the 4 of you today while mom, dad, and I are out touring the school and apartments?" I asked wanting to know so we could meet up later for shopping or whatever they wanted to do.
Savannah had business until 5pm and Bruce would be tagging along with us while my grandparents went out on the town to get some time in together while we were all off doing things. "Well, you both deserve it and if mother and father want to tag with the two of you Bruce and I can do this touring thing al..." "NO.... I'm coming along especially if you decide this is the college for you" my mother Amelia scolded me which made everyone drop everything and focus on her. "Ok honey its, okay plus your grandfather and I would like to get some alone time in. I'm sure this is important to your parents to be there with you on one of the most important choices you make in life" my grandmother said kissing my cheek before going to finish getting ready. My parents were quiet all through breakfast while Savannah, Bruce and I talked about what we thought about doing later. "I'm down for whatever, if I move here, I have plenty of time to explore and it's not like I have not been here before" I said laughing. Bruce kept eyeing my parents who were sitting across from one another instead of sitting together. It bothered me a little bit since they now had things that kept them from focusing on why we were there or at least why they were there. I eyed Bruce trying to get his attention before he started asking questions and getting yelled at by either his brother or sister in-law.