Book 2: In the Life of Mia: College Chapter 38
Sharene was not happy letting me go but did not have much of a choice when I was losing my voice even more as I argued back and forth with her and she was starting to finally realize that it wasn’t a good idea to continue. I was thankful for the food that was handed to me along with another drink but this time it was just Greta’s combo to help with my voice and the pills that Jake had called in for me at the local pharmacy. “I’m going to need something stronger than this, but I have too much shit to do before the night is over and one of them is studying and then going through that damned box that I brought back with us. Maybe my parents and the rest of them are right and I just need to pack this shit in and take it home where I don’t have to stress about being so far away and dealing with their shit on a daily basis of worry…” “No you don’t that’s just giving into what they want instead of what you want and what you are meant to do… you went with your instinct which as for now has worked out in everyone’s favor. You don’t need to give in to your parents or Sharene” Artemis appeared to my left cutting me off. I knew they were all right and now I just had to get back on track which meant I needed to block out everyone including them until I learned how to balance between it all. Valdez seemed to be relaxing enough to just sit and watch me as she ate the food that she was handed by the chef. “Valdez you ok over there….” “Umm can we cut out the last name shit and you call me Leona now since we are pretty much on a whole other level with one another” she begged with a sigh as she looked up from her plate.
The evening was spent with Leona drinking going over her case files on her laptop and calling her boss to let him know that she was working hard at getting more leads which included my help which he didn’t seem too happy about. “Yes sir she’s the one in the video and yes I told her she should have not started anything with Ms. Campbell’s family which is now causing us even more of a headache” she looked at me the whole time with two fingers to her head like she was holding a gun. For some reason I looked to the side of her seeing her gun and thinking “I should think about learning to shoot even though I hate guns, it’s part of the territory I guess for now. I mean it’s always good to be protected in every way right?” I asked the ones who were still very much there but keeping to themselves. My grandfathers thought it might be a good idea even though my powers were just as powerful if not more than a gun ever would be. “Never hurt to have many talents, now just stay focused on your’ studies” Artemis encouraged me to keep my head on schoolwork while the authorities took care of the rest for now. My Grandmothers though did not find it to pleasing but agreed with their husbands that it might be necessary. I not about to say anything about it to Leona until after I did a little research and how easy it might be or too hard to get a permit or training while being in another country. I studied like it was going out of style and by 12:30 am I knew I needed a break and had something to do so that I would not disappoint my girls again. “I’ll be right back I need to make a call, but once I get back I have a few questions to ask you before you head out or ummm stay if you want since I have an extra room” I smiled taking my iPad and going to my room to make the call.
Sharene was calmer when I called and had been getting Madeline into her Pjs after giving her a bath which had become one of my favorite things to do. “I’m sorry about earlier I…. I’m just losing my voice and need it to do my presentation in a few days and hope that I don’t lose it completely. Maddie princess how’s my girl… you a little better now that mommy is calmer… you are way too little to be so upset all the time and I’m sorry that it’s pretty much my fault for you both being so upset. I wish there were something I could say or do to make things better…” “Well to be honest there is, but you just haven’t said the words and maybe it’s me that is the problem” Sharene sighed as she got Madeline settled. I wasn’t sure what she meant but figured it had something to do with me not saying I loved her in almost 24 hours. “Maddie I love you, Sharene I’m in love with you and I’m sorry that you are both stressed out. I don’t know how many more times I could say it since I am not the only one at fault for how we left things back home…” “The I love you is a good start but not what I was talking about damn it…” she was getting upset again cutting me off for the 2nd time in less than 5 mins. “She wants you to ask her to move there while you are in school instead of her living there in your house even though you had the designer come over and basically give your permission for her to re-do it” Ethan laughed rolling his eyes at the whole situation. “Nope I can’t do that…. I need this time for me… she knows that… fuck they all know that, and the time apart will make us stronger right? It’s giving me the time I need to figure out how I’m supposed to tell her how fucking crazy our family is in that we have these powers/abilities Jesus just imagining it freaks me the hell out giving me hives” I shivered from head to toe as I was now connecting with him instead of in the moment with Sharene and Madeline.
Sharene had me sing while she rocked Madeline and fed her which I loved watching as I had been put on the bigger screen in the room and could now see the whole room.
After a good 5 mins Madeline had calmed herself along with eating and she was out completely a good 15 mins later which pleased Sharene who looked beat. She took me off the big screen and back to the iPad which made things easier for us both since we now were alone. She was now in the master bedroom getting ready for bed herself needing a hot bath first which made me miss her and those moments. “I’m sorry that I have not asked you to just move here and be with me until I finish up my schooling, but we’ve talked about this before. I need this time away from not just you but my life there to find myself… and I know to you that’s like a big slap in the face, but just think you already know who you are and what you want out of life. For me I have decisions to make that could affect not just me now, but our future which you know freaks me out just thinking about it. I never saw myself even making it this far and to be honest this arguing back and forth every time I leave really is not good for either of us including baby Maddie who needs her mother to be the one person she can count on. I just need you to trust me more than you think you do, because this stress on me doesn’t help and I have people coming at me in all different directions which just pisses me off more” I was honest with her trying to get as much out as possible.
Sharene did her best to just relax in the hot bath while she made me watch her take care of herself and finally myself when she made me crazy out of my mind as she cried out my name and I was never a good dirty talker and more of a doer. “Damn…… yes…..omg….” I groaned out as I held the pillow over my head and a towel in my mouth. Sharene was so loud I had to completely turn the volume off so that she would not be heard by anyone even though I had headphones in my drawer. I was thankful to be a little calmer after having 2 orgasms back to back all thanks to Sharene who seemed to be good at just about everything when it came to sex. “Alright baby now I’ve got to get back to my studies and try my best to get some sleep. I want to see you get out of the tub now and into bed before I let you go for the night” I smiled and watched as she listened to me and did what I had asked.