Book 2: In the Life of Mia: College Chapter 79
We clinked our cups together, “Well believe it or not this should be a very real Happy Thanksgiving for you Billy, because we are getting closer to the answers and hopefully to the people who started all this. I mean besides your father and grandfather who are no longer here in the physical world, which there is a way to get answers from them as well if you really want them” I never took my eyes off him as I slowly sipped my cocoa. Billy looked at me with skepticism “Ya no that’s a hard no from me since I don’t believe that shit and it’s just another hard scam that leads people to doing things crazy as you can see first-hand” he waved his hand up and down his body. I sighed heavily “NO… so please stop saying that Billy you are a scared young man with a little boy still trapped inside and it’s ok because I’m a young girl with still a scared little girl inside. I lost my twin brother when we were 3 years old and from something as….simple as the flu.. anyways ha figure that one out ok” I down my now less hot cocoa but still pretty warm.
The drink had put me into relaxation mode so much that Billy had to move me to the bed himself after we had just both stayed quiet and stared into the fire. “I’m going to bed… I can’t sleep here… I have never slept a whole night with a girl, shit never done a lot of this with anyone so thank you Mia” he whispered softly kissing my cheek. I turned and smiled up at him, “You’ll have to tell me why you won’t kiss me on the lips, and maybe before today is over I’ll get you to give me a soft one on the lips instead of on my cheek, hand, or forehead” I whispered back just as softly and turned over. I waited until I heard the key lock me in for the night, but when it did not come, I saw it as a small victory towards Billy trusting me. I entered my dream stream immediately and saw my relatives there along with Ethan who was looking more pissed than I had seen him the last. “Relax I am not going to shut anyone out since I already know you can’t find me. I made sure of it and this kid is no dumbass” I bitched as I went down the hall to my girls and tucked them into bed needing that gentleness to stay with me. Ethan bitched the whole way “You are acting like you know this guy and are comparing yourself to him….” “DAMN IT ETHAN I AM HIM MINUS THE BODIES HE LEAVES IN HIS WAKE WHICH ARE NOT AS MANY AS I THOUGHT” I yelled at him.
Ethan had taken off when I yelled at him when I did not feel like listening to him either and finally felt a little less stress on my shoulders. My grandparents did not agree with my choices at the moment either but knew I needed to do it and see it through. “Just be careful and we are going to help you do whatever it is you need help with ok, your mother on the other hand” “You need to go to her and talk with her, because she’s just not herself” my grandmothers’ were not going to let me bypass seeing my mother even though it was harder than they even knew . I listened to them since I knew she must be out of her mind crazy still regardless our connection in this state. I heard her talking to my little brother as she fed him in the nursery even though he slept in the master bedroom with my parents. “Your big sister is ok and is going to come home soon…. At least I hope she does and it’s not in a body bag…” she whispered down at him. I slowly stepped into my dream bubble that I was able to use to walk around without feeling the dizziness or make myself be seen by anyone normal. “Mommy…. I’m here ok, Happy Thanksgiving little brother and welcome to the world where anything is possible and normal people make you want to be just as normal as they are” I admitted out loud.
My mother was in tears as we sat together, and she fed my brother and wanted me to completely show myself so that I could par-take in holding him just once. “I can’t mother, and you know why….so I appreciate you telling the team that I’m fine and that I will be sending them things to help me soon. Trust me when I say that I am fine and Billy is just a scared little boy who lost his parents at 10 years old and if maybe you can really trust in yourself and our family history that I am doing what needs to be done to save not just him or myself but others who could potentially be harmed and not just by him. I’d ask how daddy is but I see it when he cries himself to sleep at night and calls out for me, just like Sharene does, and even Leona who to be honest I don’t really hear just feel” I tried to smile at her, but she was not having it. “Yes, honey your father…. He’s a tough man but when it comes to his little girl he loses it very easily. As for Sharene she’s holding on as much a young girl can when you totally dismissed her that night… Leona is so many things and very interesting and intense for sure, her and Sharene love to argue about you which is actually funny in a way. So now you have not only 2 but 3 woman who are crazy about you even though Catherine is now engaged to Asher. They will be coming today for the feast which she’s pretty mad that you aren’t coming. We didn’t tell her anything not wanting her to be in danger nor did we tell Sharene everything either” my mother was soft when she spoke but in a way that told me I was leaving a wake of bodies along my path too.
After a good 40 mins I left needing to get back into the stream and find my way with all the information I had gathered from the computer and Billy about his time in Russia and hoped to find more. My grandparents all walked with me from stream to stream and showing me, the way and it was by far easy since the farther away I got the more risk I was taking on. I had stopped a few times when I felt Leona as though she was trying to reach for me, and I looked around not understanding what it was all about. “I get that we are on different planes of whatever this is but why can’t we break the barrier, and you know would it not make it easier that way. I am still having a hell of a time figuring out where the screaming of my name is coming from and it’s pissing me off since it really weakens me when it happens” I asked my grandparents who had still been there but more of a mist than an actual being. They of course didn’t know how to break the barrier and only saying that with all the generations that have tried there were deaths from trying such a thing. I almost wondered if that is what was happening and that was why I was going through so much pain with the volume of my name being spoken out.
Looking at all the things in my mind I was able to finally get to the place I needed to be when I slowly let the shield down from my little dream stream bubble I had created on my own so that I would not cause risk to the main dream stream or anyone in it. Something had been on my mind that made me call out for Leona “If the screaming is you, I can’t hear you more than my name so we need to find a way to break the barrier” I was soft and calm and a min later her presence was so close I shivered. Something told me to close my eyes inside the dream bubble I was in so I could be given a gift. I followed and listened to the intuitions I was given and a second later there she stood as though she had been pounding for hours and now breathless. “JESUS…. IT’S ABOUT TIME…..FUCK!” Leona bent over gasping for air. “I could hear you, but it was like a whisper....” “Ya well I wish that was the case for me…. So, it has been you all this fucking time screaming my fucking name out like a siren” I bitched harshly scolding her. I slowly reopened my eyes so that I could go back to what I was doing and hoped she wouldn’t stop me which she did not and it surprised me that she made me stronger with her than without.
Leona was almost like a shield on a shield but 20x stronger, “I take it you are obviously much stronger than I am in this part of our what minds, dream cycles… I hear you and Sharene are getting to know one another all thanks to sharing about me…. Ha-ha glad I could help in that way. Now if you are staying I’ll need your help so here let me show you what I have” I smiled putting up a big white sheet like thing and shooting everything that was in my head onto the cover of it. “Trust me it’s complicated and I need to get to these files that should be in well I am not quite sure so not sure how long this will take to figure out or to gather all the fucking pieces. I plan on helping him until I can save him completely since he didn’t kill just to kill and Violina’s death was not his fault, I mean it was but it wasn’t since he felt like I forced his hand….” I was now making excuses for a man who had taken lives feeling the pain of what he felt when he killed her. “DON’T YOU DARE PUT THAT SHIT ON YOURSELF, AND I CAN’T PROMISE NOT TO KILL HIM THE MOMENT I FIND YOU BOTH AND…” her anger was not wrong since I was angry too, but for other reasons.
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