Book 2: In The Life of Mia: College Chapter 5
After only a few minutes Sharene was lightly snoring on my chest and the tears where still pooling under her face and my heart was breaking all over again, but I was falling even deeper in love with the woman who showed me from the moment we met that there was something between us. “LOVE my dear” Amelia and Mia echoed in my ear something I already knew but just could not say it out loud to her or to myself. I tried falling asleep with her but it was too much so I moved her over carefully and un-buckled the strap-on slowly so I could clean up the toys we had used which was only the strap-on and packed it all back up in the bag. I showered quickly and left her sleeping soundly wrapping her up with the sheet and a kiss before heading to my seat in the front of the jet. Lola was snoring and the lights were on dim as I sat in my seat and stared out the window watching as the dark quickly became light as we were now getting closer to home. “You should not have left her, just because you are torn and can’t say what she needs to hear… this is only going to make you more stressed and you only have a few days…” Ethan bitched as he yawned and sat next to me. I knew he was right and instead of over analyzing things I moved to the bedroom and back into bed with the one person that was constantly on the forefront of my thoughts and in my every day even though we were worlds apart. I did my best not to disturb her, but she must have felt me close and her body just automatically moved in closer as she sighed and wrapped an arm over my torso.
Capt. Sterguess was on the speaker just as I had relaxed completely into the bed holding Sharene in my arms. “We are about 20 mins out from landing, please find your way up to your seats ladies” he called out. Sharene groaned with a stretch to her aching muscles that were tight just by feeling her next to me as she stretched and that’s when I knew I had to treat us to a good massage for the both of us. “Come on baby get up… you still need to get dressed in that little sun dress of yours that you had on with… no panties or bra…” I giggled close to her ear. I rolled over her and pinned her for a brief second as I wanted her to focus on me and what I was about to say. “I know you love me…. and that you want to hear me say it… well I can’t…whoa wait before you say anything… I do care about you and I… I don’t want you to think that I’m just using you. I have not been with anyone while at school so there for technically I have been faithful to you even though we didn’t say we were back together again, but if that’s what you need… a relationship label… if you will than you’ve got it. As for the other words I….” “It’s fine, can you just get off me now… I need to pee really bad and my breasts are seriously about to exp…” I put my head down and sucked hard on one nipple getting a mouth full of warm sugary goodness before getting slapped, yet nothing which surprised me. I groaned and swallowed before going to the other one and doing the same thing causing Sharene to groan this time crying out after.
Capt. Sterguess called out again telling us we were now slowly descending and finally let Sharene up so she could freshen up before joining me in our seats. 10 mins later she was in her seat just as the plane was about to touch down on the runway and said nothing nor did she bother to look at me. I tried to put my hand over hers but she pulled it back and I knew she was upset and again I was in the wrong and in trouble, but wasn’t sure how to make things right or how to fix my broken-heart without giving into myself completely and telling her that I loved her more then she probably actually loved me. I could see that the private runway was not the one I was used to but saw my father standing near a limo and figured my mother was waiting inside due to the fumes of the plane’s gasoline. My heart was pounding with love for my father who looked so different for some reason as the doors opened. I let Sharene out first and watched as she ran to the limo and got inside afraid that I was in for a hell of a next few hours or possibly few days. An SUV pulled up as I finally got to my father who had his arms wide open for me. “There’s my baby… and what was that about… oh god please tell me you two did not have a fight… damn it Mia it’s been 8 weeks you’ve been gone…” “Ha-ha no we did not have a fight per-say ummm it’s more like I didn’t tell her exactly what she wanted to hear…I do though I just can’t say it, but I guess it doesn’t mean anything without the words right? I don’t know how anyone does it and how it seems so easy for people” I whispered as he held me.
Bailey and Lola greeted my father before heading to the opened door of the SUV that a man had vacated and got into another car that took him away. “Follow the limo back to our house that is just up the street, which is why we had you land here. Now no arguing please just do it, since the reason you are here is because you want to please your family right?” my father said walking me to the SUV and returning to his limo with my mother inside and Sharene. My mother waved and blew me a kiss along with a wink and I was surprised at the gesture since usually she needed me to actually physically touch her and greet her instead of just walking by. Sharene was busy breast pumping and refused to look at me even after I whistled but did get a nice flip of the bird which made me laugh out loud and keep walking as my father took me to the SUV. I climbed in and found roses, balloons, champagne and cards. I took my time reading the cards as Bailey followed the limo back to my parent’s house where I saw rows and rows of cars out front. “Ohhh lord…. Seriously it’s only 19 not 21 or 30 or 40…” “Miss it’s also the 19th of September so it’s your golden birthday..” Lola said with such excitement in her voice that it made me laugh. I did not really follow those traditions of special birthdays ever since my brother had died and my mother went crazy at my 8th birthday party. “She’s not like that anymore sis and as you can see for yourself she’s really trying… happy birthday to us though right… damn I can’t wait to see what is happening inside” Ethan said with more excitement than even I had.
Bailey and Lola got out of the driver’s seat when I told them to give me a min alone to rid my anxiety before I was pushed into a party I didn’t care for nor did I want, but I was always about pleasing those around me so went with whatever might be behind the doors. I finished with all the cards that all had money of some sort in it and wished I could give it all back since it amounted to a high amount that I did not even need. I finally got out of the back when my parents waited patiently for me to join them before going inside and I knew they wanted to walk me inside to a party that was not going to be a secret since there was way too many people to hide all their cars. “I’m coming, I’m coming keep your panties on would you…” I said as I got closer to them and they both just laughed at me. “We’ve missed you more than we thought we would baby girl… we have a few things for you.. one is this..” my mother passed me over a photo of her ultra sound that showed that she was having a little boy who had a good sized package on him. “Damn little bro…” I laughed as I touched her stomach. “I’m not even going to think about where he gets it from since it’s only going to make me feel all weird… ugh never mind to late…well now we know why mother decided to make it work, and where I get the craving for…” “DO NOT FINISH THAT SENTENCE” my father yelled out covering my mouth.