Book 2: In the Life of Mia: College Chapter 32
A good 10 mins later I finally joined Catherine when Sharene had not come back down to say a proper goodbye with a hug and kiss. "I hate that she didn't come down, but I was not about to go up when I can't stomach the pain as it is and it will take days to get myself right when I get back to school" I was now flustered closing the door and us inside. Catherine slid over closer and put her head on my shoulder and her hand in mine giving me the comfort I needed even though I had wished it to be Sharene. We were to the airstrip in 45 mins with my parents waiting which made me feel more pain when I saw them both had been crying too. "Hi mommy, daddy..... no more crying please I already can't handle the way I left things at home and Sharene..." "We know her mother called and said Sharene is really upset that you wouldn't let her come with you...." "Why do you do that to people..." my parents were giving me now the 3rd degree with such sadness in their tones.
Capt. Brunette was ready to go by 10:50 AM and wanted to get going since we were 5 hours behind London time and wanted to beat the storm that was between us and there. "I think now is a good time to get going Ms. Ribbonowski, Sorry to rush you but the storm is not letting up any time soon and if we want to get you home safe it's good to go now" she informed all of us and my parents finally let me go. Catherine had already left on my father's jet with Donnie taking her back to school and she had cried all the way out as I saw her face from the window as it had taxied. "I'm sorry that you are both disappointed that I keep hurting people that love me and that I love too, but it's not easy for me to say bye and only causes me more stress and I really can't deal with it now as you know I'm not going back to happiness but actually more stress already. I have a lot going on especially with my friend trying to contact me in my dream.... ugh look I don't have time to explain mother just know that Grandfather had to pull me out the other night and it was scary... she's lost and confused and I need to find a way to help her and I have a feeling that the only way to do that is to get back home and go through all the papers we had done together and maybe she left something at my place that I can put the pieces together. I have been so busy I have not even been able to call anyone like Gio who I hear the gym was packed all weekend and continues to be busy which is a good thing for us all. I have a business meeting with your people in a couple weeks to discuss more investments and see what they have to say when they visit London. I love you both... and of course you too little brother now bee good and stay in there ok.... because coming early is not an option. You have a good 3 months to go and if I'm not mistaken, you'll be a Christmas baby" I murmured rubbing my mother's baby bump along with a little kiss.
Finally, on the jet and settled I called Sharene without an answer and I hated that she was still too upset to answer the facetime so called the house and Ari had answered. "Hi, she's finally back to sleep with her mother by her side.... just call when you make it home and I'm sure by then she'll be up and ready to talk." I hung up and crawled into my little cocoon until I was given the go ahead to slip into the back and into bed where I needed to get a good 8 hours of sleep or more if possible. I had passed out before we even made it to the altitude we needed to be at and was once again hearing my name but this time much clearer and knew that it was Violina, but as I approached the sound there stood my grandparents shaking their heads. "She's getting to a safer acceptance and also now knows you can come to her so right now it's still unsafe for you. You have to work on being able to basically keep one foot here and one foot there, but it takes time and practice." "But just as you did your mother you can stay outside the door and talk, but don't go in whatever you do" they warned. I was backing up and into my dream stream state wanting to see my girls and hold them and found them guarding a dream stream of their own and saw that it was Sharene they were guarding, "But why" I thought. "Hi girls, why are you guarding Sharene, is she ok?" I asked and they finally crawled to me pulling themselves up on their feet holding my leg. I picked them both up and when I did they had pointed to the door that held the dream stream of Sharene who was still breathing hard due to crying herself to sleep. "Ok girls mommy's got this one, do you want to stay here or go in?" I asked softly and then looked to my grandmothers who were now beside me.
Amelia and Mia just smiled as though it would be ok and maybe even a good idea to do it "Ok well I guess we're going in..." we slowly stepped into Sharene's dream stream finding it a little cool and a little cloudy. I hated that I made her feel the way she was feeling and that instead of dreaming of sun hitting her body as she lay on a beach with all of us together. "Sharene baby.... I'm here ok.... I'm always going to be here for you...." I whispered into the fog that was surrounding her. "You left me here.... I wanted to see you off and you denied me that....So now until you are home with us again all I can do is dream of us being together.." she cried. I got closer and the girls fussed out which startled Sharene not sure of what was happening. "Ummm who is with you.... I don't understand why I'm dreaming this..." "Turn on a light baby.... I want you to finally meet my girls" I encouraged, and she sprung to her feet with light finally gracing around her.
Sharene stood back watching me and the girls as I held them in my arms, and they looked at her smiling and even reaching out for her. "Wow.... this is so...." "I know, it's hard to explain but if you just go with it, it'll make it that much easier to focus and make your dream a little more steadier and calm" I whispered softly. Sharene had focused on her surroundings lighting the place up which was a little heady for me since it was a place, I was not too familiar with and seemed worlds away. "Where are we?" I asked hoping she'd tell me. "We are back in the house I grew up in... my parents still live here, but it's been remodeled for years now. This is how it looked when I was younger, and it always gives me comfort" she stepped closer taking Katherine from me and sitting back down on the bed. I sat with her and placed Amelia on my knee until she decided that being in my arms was not what she wanted and crawled to Sharene who was holding Katherine. "Kate, Amelia meet Sharene.... Sharene meet my other 2 princess's.... they are here in my dream stream with me and my relatives who've passed. Ethan also says hello and you'll meet him some day if you want and trust me enough to do right now so" I was doing my best to take it easy. Sharene just held on to the girls and watched me unsure what to believe, but I understood since most days I found it hard to believe myself, but loved that I could be with them and her whenever I wanted. I started to hear my name again from outside Sharene's dream stream and tried not to listen, but the cries and pain of it hurt me like a hot knife in the gut. "Sharene.....ahhhh.... I have to leave now, but the girls will stay here as long as you.... ahhh....... need them too" I did my best not to show the pain I was feeling of my name being called out like fire in my ears now. Sharene begged me to stay and I wanted to but the pain in my body was starting to make me sick and she finally kissed me and let me go keeping the girls with her as she watched me leave. Violina was calmer then she had been the last time I had said something to her and now she was begging me to come inside and be with her but I was given orders not to do it and knew that I wasn't strong enough to do it yet even though my heart wanted nothing more than to help my friend. "I don't understand what happened.... I have only got little bits and pieces from the papers and from Logan who I've only spoken to twice in the last few days.... I've had my father trying to use his contacts he has in London but he's just as blocked as I am. I have special abilities that give me this chance to help in a way others can't and that's why I need you to help me out in understanding of what exactly happened or at least the last thing you remember" I ask softly trying to get Violina to stop pacing and sit down. "I-I..... it's all so foggy and I'm so cold.... I'm stuck in this fucking black hole and I'm all alone, then of course there is you who won't even come in. Yet you'll sit there in that fucking chair staring at me as though I'm a fucking prisoner and I did nothing wrong...." she now so angry.
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