Chapter 136
The pure sexual tension that was now between us was stronger than it had been earlier. Or ever before between us and I could not help but reach out. Touching his knuckles as they were turning red. “So, ignore the guard because he can’t do anything….” I said and knew if I wanted him, I would have to do it all. I grabbed the door handle and he backed up and away. His eyes went wide and his brow raised but did not turn away or look away. I slowly climbed out as the guard was parked just up the road. He was waiting for me to get back on the road. “Now don’t move please…” I said in a whisper as I left my car door open. I slowly moved towards him until he was up against his truck. I stepped into him as his hands hung down at his sides with his legs partly open. It was the perfect spot for me to lean against him. I left the rest up to him only going 50% of the way. “Ha… nice play… pulling a guy move…leaving it up to me to come the rest of the 50%....” Giovanni said.
For once in all the times I had been sexual with a man. Or intimate in any way it wasn’t because I needed it to feel something. Or to rein in my temper, but because he seriously willed some power in his body. That spoke volumes to me and my body. “So what do you pla…..” he kissed me softly and all to quickly as he pulled back and helped me back to the car. “Hope you enjoyed it…. I know I did and if I were less of a man. I would follow you home and show you just how much strength it’s taking me to turn away” he said helping me in. Getting back into the car I drove away not asking any questions or even begging. I gave him a spare key I had along with the code to the alarm. I trusted him that he wouldn’t be crazy and give it away. I was home in 20 mins speeding all the way home. My bodyguard was all but pleased as we pulled into the garage. “I hope you don’t think that I didn’t tell your father about that little indiscretion. That you had with that man back there” he said and I knew that I now needed more answers myself. “I don’t care what you told my father since this is your last night as my guard. I can promise you that… unless I can persuade you to work for me. I will pay you instead of my father… I deserve my own privacy don’t you think? Ugh not sure why I’m talking to you about this. As you work for my father’s team.. so I guess it’s my turn to figure this all out” I said to him before taking my phone out of my pocket when it rang. “Father… you me tomorrow at your office it’s all business so do bring mother… I really hope you bring your business face and attitude not your fatherly one…” I said before hanging up on him. I let Mr. Jefferson stay with me for one more night until I found the reason behind needing a bodyguard. I assumed it had something to do with a case my father had worked on or was working on. I also knew that maybe it was now people looking into me and my life. That could be now causing my father to panic as he looked deeper into my life than he ever had to.
For the next few hours I started packing up a few things that I would want to take with me to London. As taking everything was not going to work. I made sure to pack my 2 favorite blankets and a few books that I enjoyed reading. Though they were from when I was little. “Well that was easy….” I was well into my 3rd drink and talking to myself when my cell phone rang. It lit up with Giovanni’s name. “Ma’am you have a visitor coming up the walk” Mr. Jefferson said just as I answered my phone “Hey can you hang on I have a visitor at the door….” “I know since it’s me…” Giovanni said and by the tone in his whisper I knew he had fought himself all the way. I hung up the phone and headed to the front door only for it to ring again. This time it was Sharene calling as I opened the door and put my fingers to my lips. Before answering the call “Hi, right now really is not a good time for me to talk…. I have an early morning ahead of me with a meeting lined up with my father. I would ask if I could call you back, but I know you’ll only laugh and think I won’t” I said. “Well it is good to just hear your voice and surprised you answered… so I hope that this is a good sign for not only me but you too” she said making me feel so happy but also a little irritated. I now knew if I slept with Giovanni I would be crossing a line.
Giovanni found his way to the liquor cabinet in the other room. While I finished my conversation with Sharene who only made it 10x’s harder to let go. When she was so calm even though I could tell she had been crying. “I’m sorry that I hurt you like I knew I would. I warned you and myself, yet I gave in. If we could stay friends that would help me a lot. I am sure my mother told you I have chosen to attend Oxford for at least a year. To see if I like it as much as I think I do. I don’t want you to have to worry about seeing me or not seeing me while I’m away. I don’t want you spending even more time away from your daughter if it can be helped. School is on both our plates right now minus kids for me. A plus for you since you have a baby.. we need to think smart about this and stop it before it gets someone’s heart involved….” I stopped feeling my heart break as I said knowing my heart was already in it. “Can’t you just take a breather and let me talk for a minute? I don’t want…” “NO…. goodnight” I hung up not able to bare hearing the sound of her voice as it was. I turned my phone off like I had usually done every night all week and joined Giovanni for a drink.
This time around just went with water and lime which tasted so great. “So, should I ask what you are actually doing here… my father knows about our kiss already and I’m sure now knows you are here. So good thing for you you’re not my bodyguard and he is in a deal with you. That maybe he will drop now and let me have the deal with you… ha-ha or my father likes you. Then it’s not me he’s worried about but actually you this time around” I laughed at the thought. Giovanni tossed back the rest of his drink and carried the glass to the kitchen. He rinsed it out before placing it in the dishwasher showing me that he was indeed a man who cared. “Hmm well that was sexy…. So now what?” I asked in a low tone. While I leaned my shoulder against the wall watching his every move. “Well that depends on what you want…. are you going to use me like you use the other’s in your life… are you really a lesbian… I mean damn girl I know men have fucked you over but to the point of turning you? I am doing my best to not come over to you, pick you up and carry you to the closest bedroom, floor or room all together… ummm… so ya maybe I should go before this goes to a place that I can’t take back” Giovanni whispered harshly as he passed
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