Chapter 92
Catherine finally started to calm down as I held her, and I didn't move not wanting to break the bond that we were having at that moment. It was over way to early as my parents buzzed from the house to tell us it was dinner time. "I guess we better get to the house, don't want your parents or anyone else coming to find us..." she sighed as she reluctantly but quickly let go and headed away from me. "Ya, I'll see you all over there I just need a min or two, tell them to start without me don't want anyone waiting on me" I said as my heart was still pounding. I wanted to tell her not to go and just stay with me for a little longer but didn't have that right. She did not turn back around to face me just sighed and left me, I was ready to lose it all right then and there. "Mia... it's going to be ok this is just another life lesson and you have to believe in yourself. The words you say to people that it means something whether they respond or don't. I promise you'll all be ok, and this is just part of growing up...." "Damn it, Ethan... how do you know you are fucking dead... you have a whole different situation then I do. So please don't try and make me feel better as though you've been through this..." I yelled cutting him off not wanting for him to make me feel better or try and lecture me anymore.
After grabbing my phone off my dresser and looking at it and finding yet another message from Sharene even when I had yet to answer any other of her 3 messages from before. "I hear you are all leaving in a few days cutting your vacation short, I'm going to be leaving myself in a few days heading out for another charter for a couple of days. I was hoping that you would have responded by now... but I get it you need time. Plus, you have a lot going on…. You know where to reach me if you need someone to talk to" the text was just what I needed at that moment. "I can at least be friends with this girl, we live 2 different lives and will probably never see one another again… so what will it hurt?" I thought out loud and before I knew it, I was responding to her. "Hi.... sorry for taking so long to get back to you... yes things are crazy right now as you may know from Haley, but things are slowly getting better. Not sure if it's because we're all leaving soon or if we're all just tired of walking on eggshells around one another. As for your other messages I've been getting them and read them nightly before going to bed since I've been feeling alone and of course that's my fault. I just wanted to respond to this before I went to the house and had dinner. I didn't want you to think that I was ignoring you... well ha in a way I guess I was since I've been trying to figure things out with myself, family, friends and of course the reason behind the letter and priceless item you left behind. I would love to find a way to get it back to you, it's way too valuable to you. I'd never want to keep something that isn't mine, so maybe if you could let me know of a way getting it to you. Maybe give it to Haley to give to you since she says she'll be seeing you on your next Charter so I'm assuming she already has another job lined up. Anyways this is a long ass text message, and I am running late for dinner already.... maybe we can do this again soon" I put my phone back down.
Sebastian was standing in the dark hallway as I approached my door "For fuck sake....." I gasped out as my heart started to beat out of my chest again for the millionth time in just mins. I exited the bedroom and he gripped me by the arms and held me at a distance "Why.... I just want to know why..." "No.... you know everything and you don't get to ask me those things... you are my bodyguard and that is it... so what happened in the past is not relevant to your duties now and can't be changed if it could be I wouldn't be hurting as much as I am now" I said straining my voice. I knew then I was heading for a bad next few days with my voice going hoarse and would probably end up losing it all together. Before I could even clear my thoughts, he was on me pushing me against the wall, pinning me with his hips. Then grinding his thick cock against me telling me it was hard for me, and I froze at the feeling. I let the feeling of it touch me in all the places that were cold and aching. He leaned in and bit my shoulder lightly, breathing harder as I dug my nails into his sides trying to push him away but also holding on tight with mixed emotions.
Sebastian and I were trying our hardest to stop from touching one another with him making it harder as he kept me pinned against the wall with his hips. "Ha--ha y-o-u know you have to....actually release me so I can join everyone for dinner right? Next time they won't be buzzing through the intercom my father will arrive instead and I doubt seeing you...." "MIA......SEBASTIAN..... what the hell is taking so long? Your dad just bitched for me to come get the two of you!" my aunt Savannah yelled from the front door as she practically busted it down. I turned my head to yell down to her but all that came out was a squeaking sound and a hot breath of air in a whisper "chill we are..." "Savannah we're on our way having a little issue with Mia's voice hoarse and now hardly able to talk" Sebastian yelled out for me. She stayed waiting and we appeared minutes later with Sebastian behind me, and his emotions clear in the air with his pheromones. I just smiled thinking about what he must be thinking and the pain in his slacks must be causing him. Savannah made us exit the house first and I was sure it was not because she did not want her brother to bitch again but because she wanted to watch the powerful man that was Sebastian.
Sebastian finally stopped and backed up letting Savannah and I ahead of him grabbing my ass as I passed through the back door behind Savannah. I turned and pointed at him and swiping my hand across my neck saying without words to "cut it out". His smile touched me in a way that made me feel enough relaxed to feel comfortable enough to have dinner with everyone. "Well look who finally decides to show up, maybe I should find a bodyguard that can do their job. Especially if my daughter decides to live on the other side of the world from us" my father said in such a tone that had me trying to stick up for Sebastian. "It's... not.... his... fault...." my voice was so hoarse it was now starting to become painful. Now I was becoming angry because we were to leave in a few days to England for 2 weeks. Adding an extra stop looking for condos near the college, just in case I decide on Oxford college. My mother stood in panic as she rushed to my side "damn it no.... are you serious right now? Greta quick make that, special drink of yours... we have to nip this in the bud..." my mother said so quick I wasn't sure Greta understood.
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