In the Life of Mia: College Chapter 18
Look darling girl I need some serious rest now and your little brother is doing summer salts now so I'm heading to bed while he is pretty much calm and hopefully sleeping. I will see you later today ok" kissing me on the cheek and leaving the rest of the box. "Ok well the box is not even finished being gone through and I leave the day after tomorrow, so if I leave...." "No.... you can't leave it here you now have to make sure it is always with you no matter what for right now. Take pictures of the inside and out while it's empty... trust me the box is not even half done it's always got something about it that will have you guessing and other things that will come to it as your abilities grow depending on how much you let them" she had cut me off and left me in the room. I watched as she left the door open and she walked down the long hall and took the elevator up which I wasn’t sure I was ready to go back up yet to be back on the 4th floor. I was not sure if my parents even appreciated it since after all it was my floor along with Ethan's. "They made it for us so yes they are hurt that you are not staying up there as much as they thought you would, but shit it's a little morbid if you ask me with my photos everywhere and then yours as though you aren't here with them anymore.
Then again I guess technically you aren't when you live worlds away and don't call home as much as they'd like" Ethan was all over the place as I packed up the box and took it back to my room with me putting it in the floor safe of the closet. Sharene had already been sleeping and hated that if I got into bed I would most likely wake her and as I stopped in the bathroom one last time I felt the girls surround me for a min and then they were in the crib with Madeline. "Good girls, you two are perfect protectors for this little one... mommy loves all 3 of you" I whispered turning out the bathroom light and seeing Madeline's face as she was sleeping so soundly. Sharene grunted as I slowly got into bed and she was on my chest a min later squishing my arm as she laid on it and did my best not to wake her fully as I moved it so that I could hold her better. "I love you sweetheart and I'm sorry that I am such a....." I could not even finish my thought as the tears were filling up in my eyes and my heart was breaking just enough to stop it all for the time being. I closed my eyes and a second later I was fast asleep falling quickly into the dream stream of who's I wasn't all that sure until I heard Sharene's voice.
"Come to me baby... let me be here with you in our dreams and show you how great it could be" she whispered, and I was a little confused at first. "People can make their dreams into whatever they want whether she remembers the next morning is another thing, but this is a good thing so just go with it and if she doesn't remember don't hold it against her. These are usually feelings of people who are trying to figure out what they are supposed to do and if their dreams can in some way show them a way in the direction they are supposed to go. They are the ones who set the scene though so don't tamper or try and fight it because it could do some damage to her without realizing it" my grandmother Amelia warned. Sharene had her dream stream door wide open and reached out for me with both hands which I just gave to her because she was the one person I could trust at the moment in the way I needed someone’s trust. Her scene was set as it was my childhood home with a remodel for sure which was completely amazing with her in it smiling and taking me from room to room showing me the things that she had changed.
Ethan's room had gotten a little newer looking as it looked to have been painted to match a young man’s room with his pictures placed in just the right areas and pictures of his old room had been there too. "I'd never just change this room without having pictures of what it looked like before, and keeping it the same was fine but it needed a fresh new paint job and this is how I felt it should look. It can go back to its original form if you don't like it though" she whispered with a cautious tone. I just walked around the room feeling that it fit him so well and his personality as it was now here all grown up. "No, No, it's amazing and he'd love it if he was here" I smiled kissing her temple. She held my hand tight and showed me the rest of the rooms on the top floor which now my room had been turned into the guest room while all my things, our things had been moved to my parents old room. I found it weird at first since I never really imagine taking over my parents’ room which was the largest in the house and had a lot of upgrades done to it. "I didn't like the fact that it had stairs going down from the balcony especially being here alone at night even though we have great security it's still nerve racking" she started to shiver as we stood out on the balcony and looked around.
There was not much I could complain about since it did look a lot better and safer from a security standpoint and also a child who might fall down them. "No, you did the right thing and it's amazing really" I wanted to make sure she felt safe and that she belonged here so if this is what she needed I would give it to her. I held her close to me for a few more mins as we stood looking over the back yard and at the room. "Ok well you saw all the rooms including Maddie's room so now on to the final one right here" she pulled me towards the room right next to ours and she took a deep breath and opened the door leaving it only cracked. "I need you to seriously have an open mind about this, because we are both still young and when my husband and I were together.... well even before that I've always wanted to be a mother and not to just 1 child but at least 2-3 maybe 4 depending on whether I could support them along with my husband" she whispered as she slowly stepped backwards into the nursery. The crib was already there, and the room seemed as though it was already being used not just a thought of it being a nursery but actually having life inside it. Sharene walked us the rest of the way in since I was now frozen and speechless which made me feel nervous but was told I could not change or alter her dream state in anyway. "Ok.... so what exactly are you telling me.... you want children as of like right now another one....?" I ask hoping she was not going to say "Yes".
Sharene's eyes went wide and horrified looking for a moment. "Oh goodness no I still have Madeline to care for and she's only 4 months old. I was thinking a couple of years, but I wanted to get your opinion on it and the process since I have a person in mind who I've actually become pretty close within a friend capacity since you've been gone. He said he'd love to help in any way he can, and since I'm planning and hoping to be spending the rest of my life with you.... ummm even though you made it pretty clear at lunch time that you do not want to be tied down... I'm hoping the more you fall for me and Madeline it'll be too hard for you to just let us go" she sighs as she tries to suck back the emotions even though she has tears running down her face, but no sound coming out. I just held her in my arms feeling her heart racing just as crazy as mine was and almost in the same rhythm which made me panic just a bit "Hey... being tied down is different than being with someone who makes me feel so amazing and free.... I just have..." "Don't Mia seriously just let her dream play out the way it's meant to" Ethan warned. I shut up and left Sharene to continue to navigate her dream taking us up to the crib and showing us just what was inside "They are both ours.... you thought that you would never have children of your own yet... we used your eggs and ummm this part might be a little weird... my father's sperm... I carried them for you since it was difficult for you to keep a baby full term even though we tried" she was looking up at me with so much hope and wonder.
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