Chapter 129
Sharene leaned back and looked up at me smiled and kissed me a swift goodbye before exiting the car. I slowly got out of the car and watched as she ran down the dock with her bag to get onto the yacht that bobbed up and down as the water was getting choppy. I leaned into the car and grabbed my cell waiting for the text or call that usually came once she got in and there was nothing. I sent a text first waited a beat and nothing, called and still nothing and figured it was just work and she needed to focus now. I slowly got back into the car and let the driver start driving as I watched out the window hoping she would send me a message or even a call. I was almost out of luck when I saw her running up the dock and the ramp coming straight for us waiving her arms. “STOP!” I yelled out opening the door and trying my best to wait for the driver to stop before I got out. I was heading towards her as she ran to me opening my arms as she jumped up into my arms. I swung her around gripping her tight to me. “I’m sorry…. I just get so crazy when I leave you and hate myself after… you don’t deserve a cold shoulder, crying, and then for me to just leave again like that. Not knowing when we’ll see one another again” she sobbed out kissing my neck, cheek and then my lips.
The happiness I felt just to have her in my arms I did not care that we were in the public eye and showing one another affection. “Calm down… I’m sorry that you feel you have to get all locked up and put these feelings away… I don’t want that for you when you leave me or I leave you.. I want our time together to always be how it was the last 12 hours… I love being with you, around you, you make me want to be a better person than what I’ve been in the last year. When I was hiding things from people and keeping my feelings so deep down that I can’t tell whether I’m human or just a moving object going through life. As though I had no idea what I wanted…” I whispered between kisses. I put Sharene down on her feet again knowing she now only had a few minutes before she needed to get back to the yacht before losing her job. I put my hands on both sides of her face and pulled her in for one last kiss before letting her go. “Now head back in, I’m not leaving from this spot until I see you on that yacht and see that you are safe and sound” I said as I kissed her soft sweet lips, cheek, nose, forehead, ear, neck anywhere and everywhere I could kiss that was appropriate.
The driver got me back to the jet a little after 5:45pm after the traffic got us a few times but the driver was perfect and must have been used to it as he looked like he was a Californian. “Thank you for the ride and….” “Ma’am, I am going to be coming with you… I’m Mr. Jefferson your new bodyguard. I’m sure your father would have liked to tell you, but he wanted you to have a carefree evening not worrying. I hope you had a good time Ma’am shall we go now your father is waiting along with your mother” he said causing me to gasp and freak a little. I didn’t say a word just got out of the car with the bag that Sharene had tossed at me. I headed up the steps of the Jet where I found my parents sitting patiently and holding one another’s hands while they were on their phones and tablets. Sebastian was nowhere to be found and a pit in my stomach started to grow quite big. My father could see my restlessness as I sat down across from him and my mother. Capt. Murray got us up in the air quickly and my body loved the fast take off the most and lifting into the air as though I was falling in mid-air. I wanted to open my eyes and ask what was going on and why Sebastian was no longer my bodyguard. Yet I couldn’t as it would be my fault for getting him fired.
My parents chose that moment to start up a conversation knowing I couldn’t go anywhere or so they thought. "Mia honey.... how about the 3 of us talk for a bit and..." "As you can see Sebastian is no longer with us... I'm not exactly happy with him or you for that matter but he was man enough to come to us. To tell us as he was basically asking for grandfathers and my permission to date my sister" my father said with such disappointment latent in his words. I was breaking my parents’ hearts again whether I meant it or not. I gave Sebastian kudos for having the balls to go up against my father who could ruin him in minutes. "Wow well.... he had bigger cajones than I thought, how did Sav feel about the whole thing?" I asked needing to know if she would be disgusted that he had slept with her niece and then with her. "So, it's true...." my mother Amelia said with such a tone I almost did not recognize her. "Darlin'....shhhh we already know it's true since he is the one who came to us afraid that if she were pregnant it would be his. After all she's only slept with him well being a, him..." "Jesus really... you're making it sound like I go fucking men all over town... He has been my 3rd male partner and before that well some guy I had met in a night club and then Maxwell….” I gave them both a few seconds to take it all in.
Before they could interrupt for even a second, I started up again “Just so you know all times I used protection triple protection if you want me to be honest. Sebastian didn't come on to me...I came on to him and he felt bad for me so it's not like he had….. real feelings for me obviously since I begged him not to tell you but shit it's becoming clear very clear that the one's I trust the most can't keep their mouths shut. I thought for sure that was the reason Catherine went home early after I saw that Sebastian was gone. Then she was involved with us both for one night at the same time... So, you want to know it all since if I don't tell you someone else is going too. I think I just made up my mind about the school I'll be attending too, and I am starting to really question my new relationship with Sharene since now she's like mother's newest fucking pet. Has she spoken to you yet today and told you how we fucked all night and most of today... fuck......" I said unbuckling and going to the cockpit. My father tried to stop me, but he knew that beyond the cockpit he was not to go with his issue with seeing how high we actually were in the sky. "Mia darling this conversation is by far over my dear... and you can pick Oxford but that still wouldn't be a boundary for us. Just think about that if that is where you think you will hide out..." my father said with a cool and calm voice through the door.
Flying didn't help me this time, but it calmed me enough to stay with Donnie in the cockpit and just listen on the headset. To also get his take on it all even though he was my God-father. "I don't blame your parents for being upset and a little disappointed but not just at you, you are their baby. Even if they have a new one on the way that doesn't take president over you. Sebastian knew his place and just like you I give him credit for stepping up and telling your parents what happened. As for Cate she was very distraught and upset when I flew her home yesterday, not sure what it was about but she refused to talk to me or anyone else. Who was on the plane as she wasn't alone. Sebastian was with her to get back to S. Carolina and move on to a new job. Your father is a good man considering he could ruin Sebastian's career and life, but he's got too much respect for him now. I'm only telling you this because I can see you are beating yourself up over this and things are going to come out whether you want them to or not. In my eyes and your parents, you'll always be our little girl even when you are 90 years old and we've left this earth already" Donnie said as we waited our turn for the small runway just 20 minutes from our house.
My body was already up tight and had been without my real workout for days and I did my best to keep calm as we waited our turn to land "Thanks’ Donnie... it helps when I have you, but things are only about to get worse I feel. Only because well let's just hope my parents don't put me in a nut hut after all said and done. I'm sure you know all about Jasmine the Medium psychotherapist who had joined us on the Island? Anyways she's the real deal and we all know that but the shit that they don't realize or maybe they do now is that Ethan is very much alive and around us all the time. He was basically haunting my dreams the week before we left and causing chaos for me. To me that's when all this fucking shit just got away from me and I let things go way too far with not only Sebastian, but Cate my best friend and the guys... then now with this girl that just does something to me..... like way deep down here in my gut... to top it all off Ethan is not the only one I can communicate with on the other side... right now I'm dealing with my mother's mother, and grandmother who are just so strong. I supposedly have these gifts as my mother does too, but she refused to accept them. That's why she lost it on our 8th birthday..." "Jesus really Mia...." Ethan said as I was telling Donnie all my shit instead of using my courage to do it with our mother.
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