Chapter 136
Some people seek instant gratification, but I'm different. I have great ambitions and desire more.
Jenny's eyes were filled with emotion. "Honey, meeting you is my greatest fortune."
I chuckled, "We've only just begun; the days of future happiness are still ahead."
She nodded, the spring-like look in her eyes gradually fading.
I said, "Tonight, I won't do anything; just let me hold you quietly and sleep, okay?"
"Okay!"
She nodded and rested on my left arm, her fragrant scent filling my nostrils. Although I couldn't engulf her entirely, I could still bask in her presence.
From the beginning, my heart rate never seemed to slow down, and I genuinely doubted if my heart could handle it all.
Even my body spasmed uncontrollably due to excitement. Jenny felt the same way. I used my hands to appreciate her beauty, to support her weight, and to help her unload unnecessary burdens.
At this moment, she must have been holding back a lot. I couldn't let her continue like this; when it's time to let go, it must happen naturally.
Through my relentless efforts, Jenny released all her pent-up grievances and suppressions.
The sobbing sound was so soul-stirring.
I simply wanted to find my cherished toy and enjoy playing with it endlessly, reminiscent of a playful child. She was like a caring older sister, observing my antics with a blend of exasperation and amusement, not scolding me but rather encouraging me with indulgent eyes.
Twenty minutes later, I leisurely stretched. The older sister appeared utterly drained, inhaling the fresh air as if parched.
She had crossed the threshold multiple times, tumbling into the water on each occasion, appearing as if she had been rescued from drowning. Her body contorted into a highly provocative yet enticing pose.
Strands of hair clung to her face as she softly uttered, "Darling, you're incredible."
I whispered in her ear, "This is just the beginning. You haven't witnessed true greatness yet."
She responded in a whisper, expressing her desire to assist me, but I declined. "You're injured. You've crossed the threshold numerous times. Rest and recuperate; don't overexert yourself."
In this regard, men and women were quite similar.
Excess was harmful, and this applied to women as well.
Naturally, it's all for naught if you don't get the gist.
I planted a soft kiss on the edge of her lips. "Stay put; I'll get the bath going."
I rose from the bed and set about filling the tub with water.
Even though I didn't necessarily require it, I understood that after a woman reaches climax, she may crave care and reassurance.
Similar to my first girlfriend, who after every date would tirelessly ask me if I loved her, if I would marry her, and more. Men have their cooldown period, and women have theirs too.
As long as both partners genuinely care for each other, the relationship will grow stronger, and mutual understanding will deepen.
Just like in college, with a single glance, my girlfriend knew what I wanted to do. During class, she would sit next to me...
After adjusting the water temperature, I lifted Jenny, who was covered in sweat, and carefully undressed her before placing her in the bathtub.
As I dried her off gently, I could see the love in her eyes almost spilling over.
"Honey, I feel like crying; what should I do?"
"Then cry. You don't need to pretend or be strong with me. I'll be back for you!"
She started crying softly, gradually escalating into sobs. I smiled as I wiped away her tears. After a while, she stopped crying. "Honey, you're so good to me!"
"You're calling me honey now; how could I not be good to you?"
I gently patted her head. "But from now on, no more crying. If I upset you in the future, scold me, hit me, but don't cry. Your tears break my heart."
A relationship, if controlled, is hard to sustain.
My current objective is to help her regain her innocence. After her previous marriage, she must have experienced significant pain. As agreed before, if she seems too jaded, I'll take her on a carousel ride.
"No, I want to cry. I want to break your heart, make you feel guilty, and see if you'll treat me well in the future!"
After washing up, I brought a towel and wrapped her up, her fair arms around my neck. If there were no bruises on her wrists, it would be even more perfect.
After gently drying her hair, I carried her to bed and we chatted. Before we realized it, it was already one a.m. I was exhausted from rushing between two dates that night - it was so busy! However, Jenny seemed excited and showed no signs of wanting to sleep.
I was speechless. Were we going to chat until dawn? After some persuasion, I finally managed to get her to sleep.
However, even in her sleep, she furrowed her brow, indicating that removing the shadows from her heart wouldn't be easy.
That night, I couldn't sleep, or rather, I dared not sleep. I was afraid that if I did, she would uncover my mask, and everything would turn cold.
I couldn't resist removing her mask while she was in a deep sleep. As I gazed at her peaceful face, a mix of emotions welled up inside me.
Should I seek revenge on her?
Or rather, did I really want to seek revenge on her?
Since the day I met her, a strange thought had taken root in my mind: to possess her!
In a way, I had indeed possessed her now.
In fact, if I wanted, I could consume her entirely.
But what then?
If I wanted to retaliate, I could have done so since the day she opened up her social circle.
I could have easily shared those artistic photos of her, those portraits, and she would have been done for. And any one of those intimate videos of us could destroy her.
But I didn't. Instead, I carefully protected them.
All of this stemmed from that unrealistic and evil thought deep within me.
I must admit I have all the flaws typical of a man, but I can't bring myself to let go.
She was now in my arms, holding me tightly. Would you willingly give up such a beauty to someone else?
I couldn't bear the idea! Just the thought of her being with someone else in the future made me feel uneasy and frustrated. But why should I have her?
Just because I was well-endowed and charming? Because I understood women's hearts?
None of that!
What I said to her before was not only directed at her but also at myself. It was a promise and a warning to myself.
This woman was not as despicable as I had thought; in fact, she was quite pitiful.
It was easy to hurt her, but saving her is difficult.
If I couldn't do what I promised, it was better to leave her early. You can be shameless as a person, but you shouldn't abandon your principles, right?
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