CHAPTER EIGHTY-SEVEN
“I missed your voice,” I said as he walked out of the bathroom. I wanted to avert my eyes from his body but I couldn't.
The man was nearly perfect.
“I took your advice, singing in the shower is amazing,” he replied and then winked at me before going into his closet.
I was supposed to have gone into my own room but for some reason, apart from the fact that he kept kissing me on our way back, I found myself sitting awkwardly on his bed.
I was contemplating going back to my room when he walked out of the closet wearing just shorts.
“You wanna…” he pointed to the bathroom.
I nodded a little too hard.
“Let me go get my pajamas,”
“You can wear mine if you want,”
“Oh sure,” I replied, my awkwardness growing to an all time high.
I texted Anna so she wouldn't worry about me.
I spent nearly an hour in the bathroom, trying to wash away all my nerves.
I was ready to go all the way quite alright but I was doing it for the wrong reason which scared me. What if he eventually did open up to me and I discovered something that'll make me hate him completely?
My mind was overcome with so many thoughts and questions until I heard a knock on the bathroom door.
“You good?”
“Yep! I'll be out in a minute,” I replied and quickly drained the bathtub.
When I got out of the bathroom in his clothes which smelled like lavender, I still didn't feel confident about my decision but I didn't want him to feel any sort of hesitation on my part.
So I went to his fridge and took out a bottle of red wine.
“Babygirl, that's alcoholic,” he said cautiously.
“I know. I just want to, you know..”
“You know we don't have to go all the way tonight. I mean, I'd kill to be inside you right now but we can wait until you're absolutely sure and ready, you don't need to drink to make up your mind,”
I panicked and nearly dropped the bottle but I cleaned my sweaty palms on his big shirt and went closer to him in the big bed. I needed to improvise.
“I'm completely ready to go all the way, trust me,” I said, trying to take his mind off my obvious tension.
“Then why are you sweating even though you just got out of the bathroom?” He asked, a teasing smile on his face.
“I um.. I'm just worried I might disappoint you,” I said, my voice barely above a whisper and my eyes on the ground.
He put two fingers under my jaw and lifted my face so I was staring into the deep blue sea that was his eyes.
“Why would you think that, baby?”
“I mean, you've been with so many women and I learnt that ky’rhans are very sexual creatures so I don't think I'll even be half of what you're used to,”
I was really selling this. Deep down, I knew I didn't need to have the process of a prostitute to get him to like me. My pussy was literally designed for him and the fact that I'd never been with anyone else made it more alluring. But he didn't need to know that I knew all of that.
“I’m really sorry that I didn't wait for you but I promise you, there's no one in the world who has ever made me feel like you do. Besides, this is not about me, I'm more interested in how you feel. I can't wait to have you quivering on my cock, your eyes rolling back with pleasure,” he finished, his voice washing over my body.
“Then I'm ready,”
“Remember your safe word?”
“Human,”
“Good girl,” he praised, the smile on his face infectious.
I'd thought he was going to rush in but he began by gradually peeling off his shirt from my body with a softness I didn't expect.
“Are you cold?”
He must have noticed the goosebumps dancing across my skin.
“No Master,” I replied and I could tell he was happy I'd remembered his rules.
They were quite simple and I got that smile in return so it was a good deal on my end. He gradually kissed my hands, up to my shoulders and then my naked breasts.
His touch was soft and romantic, my heart and pussy rejoicing at the attention.
“Your body is so fucking perfect,” he purred before he took a nipple in his mouth.
My knees buckled at the sensation and I nearly fell into his body from the impact.
He grabbed the second one, the flesh filling his huge hand.
I remembered how he could always tell when I was turned on but instead of feeling ashamed about it, I was excited for him to notice it this time.
When he did, we both smiled conspiratorially.
“You're already wet for me?”
“Yes Master,”
“Good girl. I'm going to make you cum with my fingers and my mouth before I fuck you with my cock, okay?”
Hell no.
I shook my head.
“I really want to feel you inside me,” I said to him, making him pause. I felt a tug on my mind, like he was searching for something.
I quickly touched his chest, distracting him. It was a game, only he wasn't aware I was playing too.
“Please?” I pressed.
“I just don't wanna hurt you,”
“I remember my safe word besides, Roe told me it'll hurt no matter what so I'm kinda ready for that,”
He groaned before carrying me off the floor into the bed.
“You know what? I'll fuck you with my tongue first before my cock. Roe had sex with a bare Moderate and he's nothing compared to my size,” he said in his Dom voice and I knew there wasn't going to be any more argument after that.
“Yes Master,” I replied coolly.
Whatever reservation I had before flew right out the window of my mind the moment he connected his tongue to my pussy.