Chapter 240
LUCIAN
Her moans filled the room. Hell! they must have echoed down the corridor.
I looked down at her as I thrust. Her long hair was mussed up. Her eyes rolled back in ecstasy.
Surprising because I actually didn't think she was enjoying it. I knew I wasn't. I felt completely detached as I went it go through the motions of having sex. It felt like a stranger had taken over my body and I was just being forced to watch.
I felt no pleasure. No urge to continue.
Naomi's fingers raked down my back as she pulled me deeper into her warm tight sheath. Now I was buried in to the balls.
"Oh Lucian," she gasped.
This was the part where I was supposed to go crazy, to drill that hole like my life depended on it. Now it was the last thing I wanted to do.
The vibe felt off. I was just plain old... bored. Shocking because sex was definitely my thing.
Just what was going on here? Was my wolf rejecting Naomi or what?
Naomi's lips found mine. She kissed me, sucked on my tongue just the way I liked it. Used to like it. Now I was imagining another pair of lips exploring mine.
Naomi pulled away, made signs for he to turn her over. I did.
When she was all fours, aching and wet, I slid my cock inside her. She clenched around me. This time I tried my best to concentrate, to focus on how good it felt to have her wrapped tightly round my cock as snug as a glove.
I swore softly under my breath when all I got for my pains was a brief vivid mental picture of Willa under the moonlight with her clothes slightly disarranged.
"Fuck!" I cursed.
"Yes Lucian," the girl I was drilling gasped. "Don't hold back."
Shit! She actually thought I was coming. Now I really had to try.
I bit down hard on my lip, hard enough to leave a bruise. As my cock worked it's way in and out of her, I focused on the sensation.
Other thoughts kept intruding but I shoved them back with a will. I felt the family tingling in my balls and then-
I pulled out just in time, let my seed lazily spurt down her back. I watched thick clumps of it run down her ass. She moaned and wriggled around.
I shoved two fingers inside her and worked away. She came, screaming and calling my name and clenching around my fingers soaked with her juices.
Finally it was over, I thought. The thought came with a lot of relief. I forced myself still semi erect member into the pair of boxers I had barely taken off.
Naomi lazily reached for some tissue, cleaned off the jizz and lay flat on her back panting and staring up at the ceiling. She had a sappy smile on.
"That. Was. Amazing," she said in between gasps for breath.
"Uh huh."
I didn't think it was amazing at all. I thought it was something I didn't want to ever do again at least not until I had gotten my shit together.
She touched her breasts, absently tweaked her nipples. At the sight of them I felt nothing. No need to hold them, tease them, suckle on them. Nothing.
I turned away. Something was definitely wrong with me and it was all because of her.
Willa.
She had come into my life and in barely forty-eight hours had turned it upside down. She had total made me uninterested in anything that didn't concern her.
Maybe it was the kiss that was affecting me so much. That should never have happened but I was barely in control of myself then.
Maybe it was my wolf who was still stuck on the whole stupid mate bond thing. The fault certainly wasn't mine because I knew better.
To top it all off, Willa was actually Naomi's roommate! Again I felt that sense of an invisible force playing a trick on us all and having a laugh at our expense.
"-is wrong?" Naomi was asking me.
"Sorry," I said. "What was that again?"
She huffed. "I've been talking. You haven't been listening to a word. I asked what's wrong?"
"Nothing," I returned, rolling out of bed so she didn't catch sight of the look on my face. "Got to use the toilet."
I padded barefoot into the bathroom, did my business. I made a mental note to avoid Willa as much as I could. There must not be a repeat of tonight.
If for some reason I couldn't avoid her as completely as I hoped, I would make her hate me. Perhaps when I saw hate in her eyes instead of longing and desire, it would cure me of this madness.
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