Chapter 37
I had been in my locked-in state for a little over a month and in that month o learned a few things. I learned that if something ever happened my beta john would make a great replacement for me through an 8 one that I was no longer around. He loves being beta and loves that his family has held that title since the creation of the pack. I have also learned that the pack all look to me for more than protection and support. They all fell into a depression due to my state. I also learned a lot about my mate that she was too afraid to tell me. This is something will be talking about soon. But first I need to talk to the pack about getting this threat under control.
Pulling her with me as I get up she wraps her legs around me as I walk into the room to get dressed. “tonight we will eat a meal together and talk about things. But I want you to know right now I will and do accept everything about you. You are mine and perfect in every way. I need you and this pack needs you. I want you to come with me to talk to them so you can see what I mean. If your heart and wolf do not call our to them then I will let you go as you want.” she nods but I know for a fact her wolf side will call out to the pack I can feel our wolves pulling together wanting to be one.
Setting her on the bed I make my way to the closet to change and calm my hard member. The scent of her arousal in the air did me no favors. I know she had to feel how she affects me but I wanted her to know that I have self-control and that I don’t just see her like that. I see her as a person and an equal. I will never pressure her into anything and that is one of the things we will talk about tonight. I know about her past I heard it from her lips as she talked to me when she thought I couldn’t hear her. She told me of every little thing her brother and his friends did to her and it only made me want to find him and rip his balls off slowly. How could he do that to his sister and his mate? The pain he was causing both of them had to be horrible. I had only heard of the pain you would cause your mate if you strayed from them. I was raised to always be faithful to my mate but the stories about the pain you would cause them were horrible. It is said that when you cheat on your mate they feel it like a stabbing and then the more they do it the worse the pain. But to be forced to watch and feel the pain how much pain would that cause. This wolf is no wolf. He needs to be found and dealt with.
Once dressed I walk over to her holding out my hand waiting for her to talk from now on she will be part of everything I do for as long as she is around I will not make her feel like I don’t want her ever again. She is the Luna of this pack and it is time she knows that and sees how much this pack needs and wants her. She slowly takes my hand as she stands not sure of what is going on. Giving her hand a squeeze looking her in the eyes. “you are part of this pack as much as I am you are the mother of this pack and need to be seen as such I’m am so sorry for making you feel anything less than that.” I know I will for the rest of my life make it up to her for the pain I have caused her. Shaking her head I pull her to me hugging her to me stopping her from that right away.
The clearing of a throat pulled me out of my thoughts. Looking over my shoulder I see wade. My friend is in more pain than I am in. He lost one mate and the other is as far as we know is being abused. Pulling back running my hand down her arm to her hand. Lacing my fingers with hers I pull her along with me as I make my way to wade. Coming close to him I place my hand on his shoulder looking him in the eye “we will find Sara one way or another I am sorry things are the way they are no matter what you will always be my brother.” leaning my forehead to his showing him he is family to me.
Pulling back I notice a lone tear escape his eye before he turns to leave us. Watching his back as he walks away I feel a small hand slide into mine. “he needed that you know?” his soft voice rings out filling the space. Showing me just how much she really was made to be the mother of these wolves. “and you don’t think your the mother of this pack.” shaking my head as I start heading out the room to the stairs to the meeting room on one of the upper floors.
I hear her sigh as we start down the hall. Looking down at her I remember we had not done that joining her to the pack yet “I want to name you Luna of the pack and join you at the same time. I would like to do that in this meeting. You never have to let me mark and or mate you for you to have the role you were born to have.” soon as the last word leaves my mouth I feel the shock of my shoulder from her sudden stop.
