Chapter 50
Allison pov
His fangs slide into my neck releasing his aura into me mixing with mine. Marking me as his the feeling sent me over the edge feeling an explosion of pleasure I had never felt before. A feeling I am suddenly addicted to. A feeling I know he will be the only one to give me. Soon my body is coming down from the pleasure as blackness takes over.
I open my eyes to see William as a young boy on the training field sparing with older wolves. Fully shifted wolves. I can see the determination to be the best. The frustration at being knocked down by the wolves. Screaming in frustration slamming his fist on the ground. “now what did the ground do to you?” a deep voice calls from behind me. “it hit me first that's what it did.” a young William spits out glaring at the ground. “did it hit you or did it break your fall?” looking over his shoulder he smiles at this older version of him. This must be his father. They look so much alike but different his mother must be the parts that are not his father. Looking around for her wanting to see her in his dreams as I have yet to see a picture of her. Come to think of it I have not seen a picture of any of the past alphas or Luna's. I will have to remember to ask him about this.
A thick fog rolls over me and soon I see a teenage William again on the field fighting with his father this time. They seem to be matched no one better than the other. William didn’t look older than 12 or so. “when you finally shift you will be so much stronger than I am. You will be the strongest alpha we have had to date. I am proud of you son.” both males beaming. The love between them is strong. A woman walks up to William and his father. She's pretty but I have never seen her before. “William may I borrow your father for a while.” she smiles “sure Wendy. I mean Luna sorry” he bows his head “not Luna yet but one day.” he hugs her and he walks off taking me along with him. Walking along I see that girl Hannah walking towards him. “oh hey will how are you doing today?” she flutters her eyes at him. I want to growl at her to get away from what is mine but I am just air. He squares his shoulders “what do you want Hannah?” “once you realize I am your mate your gonna be sorry for talking to me in such a way.” she giggles at him. “I may not know who my mate is Hannah but I do know it's not you. If you were my mate I would like how you smell even now and I don’t.so again what do you want?” “have you seen my aunt she was heading this way?” he points to the she-wolf with his father. She smiles “see it's destiny my aunt is your father's second chance so I will be your mate just watch.” she makes a kissing noise at him and bounces off.
Growling he stomps off. Meeting up with John “watch out Hannah is out looking for you again.” rolling his eyes at john “ya she found me. I like her aunt but she is pushing all my buttons I swear to the goddess if she is my mate I will reject her and claim you as my mate.” throwing his hands up John is shaking his head “yo you are my best friend and I would give my life for you but nope find someone else I want my mate and I can tell you right now my mate is a chick a sexy chick that can't get enough of this.” pointing at himself. “only cause the bond makes her want your ugly ass.” they both start laughing when wade and Kyle show up. “so last camping trip for us before you two leave for school. “ Kyle says rubbing his hands together. “nope, whatever you cooked up in that head of yours or whatever your cousin thought up forget it nope nope nope I am still paying off that car.” wade and john are bent over laughing. I will have to remember to ask about this car.
Heavy fog rolls in again. I am starting to feel seasick. Growling and fighting are all I hear. I can't see yet but I now smell cooper and iron a scent I know well. Blood. It's all around me. Figures start to form I can see the shadows running and fighting. This is not training this is for real. The air is so heavy with blood there is no dought in my mind someone is dead. Bleed out by the smell. Colors start to slip through the fog bringing the scene to focus. It's a fight wolves are everywhere. Searching everywhere for will but I can't see him yet. Behind me, I feel him charging towards me. Turning to find him running full force towards me through me. Growling loud. Shifting yelling out no. Looking to where he is heading I see a pretty she-wolf fighting with Kim. I tense I try and close my eyes I know what I am about to see and I don’t want to. Trying hard to leave and I can. My heart breaks for William as I see Kim's claws slide into the she-wolves chest. Stopping her fight right there. Her eyes get huge as her head turns meeting William's eyes. Her last breath was a gasp. Kim pulled the she-wolf to her trying to cover the hole in her chest to stop the bleeding. her eyes full of tears as she looks at the she-wolf then at William who pulls her away from Kim. The fighting keeps going on around them but for Kim, William, and the unnamed she-wolf the fight is over. My whole being shattered at watching the pain encompass William as he holds his mate to him. My body is filled with his pain feeling everything he is feeling holding his dead mate in his arms. The feelings I am getting are different than when I saw another she-wolf touch him. This she-wolf my heart breaks for. She was taken from Will too soon. She was beautiful they would have made some pretty amazing and exotic-looking pups. The shape of her eyes told me she's not from around here and the color of her dark caramel skin. A color most women would be jealous of. Her hot chocolate-colored eyes are now dull as all hints of life have left them. In that one second, they love each other more than life and lost each other just as fast. Thinking back on all those days I spent with Will at my uncle derricks pack I saw the same light in his eyes as he looked at me. Why had I not seen his love for me before now? Did I have to see it looking at someone else to see it directed at me? But there is something else in his eyes when he looks at me. Hope. Hope is swimming in his eyes when he looks at me. Hope for what? Maybe just hope that I can fill the hole that was left. I know that when I look at him had always seen hope. Hope that I can for once be happy.
Making a vow as my heart breaks for my mate at the loss of his first mate I will never be the cause of that kind of pain for him again. As I make my vow the fog rolls in again. I am starting to hate this fog. He's being yelled at by amber about avoiding me. She told him that he going to push me away. I know what this fight is about so I don’t need to listen I just watch his face as they fight. Every emotion is written on his face. Then the knock I know is coming sounds. I don’t want to see this. I know what I am about to say and I want to change this part of the story I am being forced to watch. Wanting to make myself stop. All I am about to do is cause more pain. Not just for him but for myself. Yelling at the goddess in my head telling her I know I did horrible and please don’t make me watch what I did to him. My prayer was answered when everything went black. Hearing both myself and will gasp as we wake shooting up in bed.
