Chapter 87
Allison pov
Waking with a sharp pain in my lower stomach taking my breath. Before panic can take hold it disappears. When nothing more happens I decide this little demon has kicked my bladder hard. Getting up and heading to the bathroom to release the pressure. there's a knock on the door. Look at a clock noticing how early it is. Confused I head to the door. Opening to find a she-wolf I had not seen before. Not that it's too hard right now. I am still getting to know the pack so I have not met everyone. “hello. What can I do for you?” she gives me a sheepish smile a light blush covers her cheeks. “Dr. Locke asked me to come to get you for your visit today.” looking at her a little confused. “do I have an appointment?” she nods “oh dear I am so sorry I forgot please give me a moment.” she nods. Rushing to get dressed and back to the young she-wolf standing at my door.
Coming back to the door I notice a cup in her hands now. The warm comforting scent of creamed chocolate fills my nose causing me to let out a small moan sound. My love of hot cocoa has taken a new level since I became pregnant. With a sweet smile she holds it up to me. “oh thank you so much” taking it bringing the cup to my lips taking a huge greedy gulp. Sighing as the warm goodness flows down my throat. My shoulders relaxed. Following the young she-wolf down the hall. As we walk the walls seem to start swaying dancing in a wind only the walls can feel. My feet start to feel heavy and hard to move. Looking around trying to focus my eyes on something as black dots play at the edge of my vision.
My hands flaying out in front of me looking for the wall to catch myself. The last thing I see is the girl sneering at me pulling a phone out of her pocket.
Pain explodes through me. The rush of people around me is making me dizzy. Trying to speak my mouth just won't work the way it's supposed to. Trying to turn my head to see the other side of the bed. But I can't move my head either. My body felt heavy and on fire. Pain coming and going as my stomach clenched together getting so hard it feels like my skin might rip apart. Fear and panic spike. My only thoughts are of the pup. It's too early to have him. This can't be happening. I hear the pain-filled screams all around me. Taking me way too long to realize that I am once screaming. Dr. Locke’s voice filled my ears talking to someone about something I cant understand. Shooting me worried looks I can't quite understand. Between the screams, I hear the alarms going off. The pressure of a link is heavy in my mind. Locked out so I cant open the door to whoever it was.
Trying to link will but I cant the harder I try my head starts to hurt. My body feels like it's being ripped apart when a flood of fluid rushes from between my thighs. The scent of rust perfume in the air makes my stomach turn and clench. the content's of my stomach trying to come up but not making it sliding back down. Causing the clenching and rolling to start again. The sounds of my screams and wrenching fill the room. The only sounds that I can hear are those that I am making. The noises in the room start to fade and echo around like I am in a tunnel heading under the ocean. blackness starting to close in on me. I try to pull on the bond to feel will just one more time. The bond feels frozen locked breaking my heart as I feel my life and the life of my pup slipping away. The last thing I hear as I slip away into darkness is a voice yelling for someone to “call the alpha now” panic and a frenzy of body fly around the room.
A warm feeling washes over me in this deep dark black nothingness. A soothing present washes over me. Pulling me into a bubble of peace. The pain I had been feeling was gone. I felt light and free. Not a care or thought was in my mind. My name is a whisper on the wind. Feeling a pull deep in my chest. The feeling of wind flying past me. I can hear my name being called the husky voice yells out. A voice I should know but I can't place. Feeling torn between the two voices. trying hard to remember how I got here. Who the voices belong to and what they mean to me. My mind came up blank. Panic spikes in my chest as I try to search where I am looking for answers. Feelings I am unable to describe are pulling me in different directions. Finally, two bright lights appear in front of me. The closer I get I can tell they are doors. The voice coming from them. A soft silver light comes from the door to the left. Soft and soothing pulling at me.
The other door is a kaleidoscope of changing colors. The feelings of chaos and happiness come from all the colors. The deep husky voice pulled at me as well. Each pulling at the same tension. Not moving one way or the other stuck in the middle. Wishing I knew where the doors took me? Who might be just on the other side of the frame? My mind and body are at war with each other. The longer I stare ahead the more I forget what I am doing. A feeling to walk closer washes over me but nothing happens. The doors glowing starting to fade. My body shakes in fear as I watch the light slowly fade away. A sweet voice breath out “a choice you must make. To live or die is in your hands choose wisely.” rage fills me how do I choose. Neither door seems to have a stronger hold than the other. Just as I began to lose hope the sound of a baby cry rips through me yanking me to the door dancing in color. I know that sound it's a pup. My pup. oh my goddess how could I almost leave my pup? The voice of my mate was now clear calling out to me. One last breath and I leap for the door full of chaos.
