Chapter 117 This Child, Do You Want It?
Her mind went blank for a moment, and Vivian suddenly felt a bit flustered.
Despite her persistent reluctance towards pregnancy and uncertainty about wanting the child, Vivian had never considered the possibility of the child voluntarily departing from her. The decision of whether to keep the child had always been hers to make. However, the situation had now taken a somewhat uncontrollable turn.
There was a faint commotion outside. Coming back to her senses, Vivian didn't have time to think much. She quickly turned on the shower, washed away the bloodstains on the floor, and then cleaned herself up. As she wiped herself with a towel, she noticed that there were hardly any traces of blood left, which relieved her slightly.
However, after this little incident, Vivian didn't dare to linger any longer. She hurriedly opened the bathroom door, put on her clothes, and was about to leave.
Rosen was still immersed in that illusory happiness, his eyes unfocused. Upon hearing some noise, he looked over and saw Vivian opening the door, furrowing his brows. "Am I letting you go?"
"Sorry, Rosen, I have something urgent to attend to," She quickly replied.
"You can leave!" He stood up unsteadily, approached her, and placed a hand on the door, preventing her from opening it. "But what about the promise you made to me?"
Vivian blinked, then remembered what he was referring to. "I've been keeping that in mind. I just haven't found the right opportunity yet. Don't worry. Since I promised you, I will definitely keep my word!"
Rosen was really a bit crazy!
His desires in this regard seemed insatiable and quite frightening.
"Opportunities... are created by people! If you keep delaying like this, I'll lose patience, and you know the consequences!" Rosen said with a smile, his hand brushing her cheek before reaching her lips.
Vivian's back against the door, her heart trembling.
Rosen's temperament was always unpredictable. While he could usually be managed, after indulging in those substances, he was basically a madman capable of anything. That was why she needed to leave quickly.
Suppressing her inner fear, Vivian forced a smile. "Of course, I know! I also know that when you're happy, I'll be happy too! So, you have to give me time to find the opportunity, okay?"
Vivian gently took his arm and slowly pulled it down.
Allowing her to lower his arm, Rosen, with a smile that wasn't quite a smile, lowered his head. "Don't use those little tricks in front of me, Vivian. Be good, and I'll treat you well. Understand?"
Rosen lightly touched her lips, causing Vivian's back to shiver. She nodded with a smile. "Of course, I understand! So, shall I... go now?"
This time, Rosen didn't stop her and let go of her hand. Vivian immediately opened the door and left. Even after leaving the hotel, her mind was tense.
Yes! Rosen was too dangerous now! She must find a new support quickly to get rid of him, and more importantly—
Placing a hand on her abdomen, Vivian hailed a taxi. "To the hospital!"
After a series of examinations, the doctor sat behind the desk, looked at the report, and then raised his head to ask, "Do you want this child?"
Vivian pursed her lips, remaining silent.
"If you decide to keep it, you should refrain from sexual activity, and it's best to stay in the hospital for fetal protection," The doctor pinched the paper, speaking objectively, "If you don't plan to keep it, I suggest you consider surgery as soon as possible. The longer you delay, the worse it is for your health."
"Does sexual activity have a significant impact?" Vivian asked.
She could reject Liam, but how could she reject Rosen? She could refuse once or twice, but what about afterward? It meant she couldn't do anything for nearly ten months, just lying in bed to protect the fetus. And then, after the child was born, she would face the responsibilities of a wife and mother, or worse, fall into the mundane life of a housewife.
She knew Liam couldn't give her the life she wanted. She wanted to strive for it herself, but now was a critical time, with the end of the year approaching and a competition she was determined to win.
After winning the award, her popularity would soar. Combined with Rosen's and the judges' support, her future looked promising, but—
If she spent this time lying in a hospital bed, dealing with a progressively heavier body.
Just the thought was terrifying!
"You've already had a threatened miscarriage. Do you think it has a significant mipact or not?" The doctor's tone turned stern. "You young people, why don't you take care of your bodies? Do you know that the early stages of pregnancy are very unstable? It's best to avoid sexual activity during this time, and even if you do, you should be careful. You've had lacerations, so you've done it more than once, right?"
It was discovered during the examination earlier, and that was why the doctor's gaze was particularly serious.
Vivian blushed, feeling a bit embarrassed to be confronted like this, even if it was by a doctor.
"If I choose not to keep this child, how long will the surgery take, and do I need to stay in the hospital?" After some thought, she asked.
The doctor was speechless. It was evident the doctor was exercising restraint, but he did not succumb to curiosity and ask, "Is it merely for the sake of engaging in sexual intercourse?"
The doctor truly struggled to comprehend, for the sake of a child, could not she endure a few months?
"No, it is not that. I have other reasons," Vivian immediately refuted, "Doctor, I just want to inquire. I recall that medication is an option for abortion. Can I leave on the same day? Is there a painless method? Furthermore, how long does it take to recover post-abortion?"
The doctor's expression darkened, and his tone became less gentle. "There are indeed medication and surgical options, but your current condition is not suitable for medication. For surgery, it will take two days before it can be done. As for whether you can leave on the same day of the surgery and how long it takes to recover, it depends on the individual constitution. Also, you should know that all surgeries carry risks, and this abortion surgery will inevitably harm women."
"Your uterus will be traumatized, which may affect future pregnancies. Are you sure you still want to proceed with this surgery?" Despite the doctor's less pleasant tone, he was responsibly clear in his explanation.
Vivian's fingers tightened as she held her abdomen, feeling a dull ache.
It had been several months, and although she hadn't shown or felt any fetal movements, it was impossible not to have any emotional attachment after carrying it for so long.
But the thought of the sacrifices she would have to make for this child made Vivian very unwilling.
"You should go back and think about it," The doctor said, "You need to make up you mind and decide whether you want to proceed with the surgery. If possible, we don't recommend abortion surgery. After all, it's a small life! Or you can discuss it with your partner."
Upon hearing the suggestion to discuss it with her partner, Vivian thought of Liam and suddenly made up her mind. "No, I want the surgery. Please arrange it!"
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