Chapter 1099 Are You Inadequate?
Christopher was taken aback by Violet's directness, stammering, "Violet, what are you doing? It's daytime; quickly put your clothes back on to avoid catching a cold."
"I don't need you to tell me what to do." Violet straightened her ample bosom, staring intently at Christopher. "Christopher, are you still a man, or have you lost interest in me? Are you attracted to other women now? If you won't do it, believe me, I'll find another man to sleep with. In a city this large, I refuse to believe I can't find a man willing to sleep with me."
"Violet, why put yourself through this? No one should be forced into such a situation." Christopher felt a headache coming on. He didn't truly despise his wife for being violated by thugs; after all, Violet wasn't a young maiden, and they had been married for five or six years. Yet knowing that several men had been intimate with her in the past left him feeling inadequate. He worried that he could no longer satisfy her, and he feared she might compare him to others, hence his reluctance for intimacy.
Violet reached out and helped Christopher remove his pants. Soon enough, his flaccid manhood was exposed, soft and limp in the middle of his thighs. It wasn't short, about seven to eight centimeters, likely capable of growing beyond ten when erect. Certainly longer than Jason, Audrey's husband.
"What's wrong with you?" Violet took hold of her husband's flaccid member and stroked it a dozen times, but there was no response. In the past, a few strokes from her would have elicited a reaction. Frowning, she said, "Husband, is there something wrong with your health? Why no response at all?"
"Maybe I've been tired lately. A few days of rest should do the trick." Christopher gazed at his wife's fair skin; Violet had a good figure, her thighs full and plump, buttocks round, and breasts though not as impressive as Audrey's, still taut and ample. In the past, just the sight of her body would have aroused him, but now he couldn't understand why he couldn't get hard. Strangely, though, he felt a response when looking at Audrey. Could he subconsciously find his wife's body repulsive?
"Alright, I won't pressure you anymore." After a few more attempts yielded the same soft response, Violet sighed in resignation, dressed herself, biting her lip. "Husband, I don't want you to always placate me like this. It makes me uncomfortable. I'd rather you argue with me, at least then I'd know your true feelings. Is that alright?"
"I understand, wife. I'll go cook now." Christopher breathed a sigh of relief, hastily leaving the bedroom.
Once her husband had left, Violet sat on the edge of the bed. While physical wounds healed easily, the psychological trauma lingered. She still had nightmares at night, the faces of the assailants grinning menacingly at her, hands groping at her, stripping her naked, playing with her body. She loathed those criminals for disrupting her once peaceful life, and she wondered when her husband's inner turmoil would resolve.
But life had to go on. As she thought about her husband's limp member, she felt anxious. If he remained this way, what would she do? She couldn't possibly seek out other men for intimacy. She resolved to take him to the hospital for a check-up; perhaps he had prostatitis like Kevin, Audrey's cousin.
Suddenly, Kevin's thick and long member flashed in her mind, igniting a forbidden desire. Her vagina tingled, cheeks flushing with embarrassment at her sudden arousal. She scolded herself for such inappropriate thoughts towards a high schooler like Kevin; even with her own desires, seducing a mere boy was out of the question, especially with Kevin's attractive cousin in the picture. No, she couldn't entertain such thoughts.
Then another thought popped into her mind. Audrey's husband was often away, and she was young... Could there be something going on between Audrey and Kevin in the house? Kevin and Audrey were only ten years apart, and Kevin, tall and strong, could easily be mistaken for an adult. If she were in Audrey's place, having such a robust man around might stir up thoughts.
However, Violet quickly dismissed these sordid thoughts. After all, they were cousins, and Audrey was a schoolteacher. Such incestuous notions were beyond reason. If anyone found out, they would be condemned. Yet the idea of being filled by such a long member seemed tempting, embarrassment aside.
In the past, Violet had valued a woman's reputation highly, but after her recent ordeal, she had begun to see things differently. A woman's reputation wasn't everything. While she initially struggled with it, she eventually rationalized that allowing a man to have his way with her wasn't all that significant. Men's members were nothing new to her; it was like being bitten by a stray dog. Moreover, those thugs had been captured by the police and received their due punishment. She no longer dwelled on it.
Unable to resist, she reached down to touch herself, feeling a profound emptiness inside. She longed for some form of satisfaction, having refrained from intimate relations with her husband for so long. She felt frustrated by his avoidance. If she couldn't bear it any longer, she might indeed seek solace in another man. After all, she felt tainted, and being intimate with another man wouldn't make much of a difference. Violet, a nurse in the Urology Department of the City People's Hospital, was unaware that she was slowly edging towards the abyss of moral decay.