Chapter 80 I Want an Affair Too
Kevin 's face turned beet red under Audrey's questioning, and he started sweating. He knew his relationship with Alissa was wrong. Hearing Audrey's disdainful tone, he straightened up and said, "Mrs. Johnson, it's all my fault. I forced her into it."
"You're quite the man, taking responsibility for your teacher," Audrey replied with a cold smile. It was hard to tell if she was being approving or sarcastic. Still, seeing Kevin not entirely blaming Alissa made her feel a bit better. At least Alissa had chosen someone who wasn't a complete coward. If Kevin had been the type to shirk responsibility, Audrey would have deemed him unreliable and kept him away from Alissa.
Despite Kevin and Alissa's illicit affair, Audrey had spent enough time with Alissa to sympathize with her situation. She didn't approve of Alissa's relationship with a student, but she understood her plight.
Men could have affairs and get away with it easily, but for women, the cost was much higher, often leading to disgrace and lifelong shame. At Alissa's age, she couldn't risk such exposure, so a relationship with a student was more discreet and less likely to have repercussions. After all, Kevin would go to college in three years, which would naturally end their affair.
Audrey couldn't help but feel a tinge of envy toward Alissa for having the guts to take that step. It explained why Alissa seemed more radiant and stylish lately; Kevin had clearly revitalized her. Audrey blushed, imagining what it must be like for Alissa to be with Kevin , especially given his impressive size. She made a mental note to ask Alissa about it someday. Alissa had kept her secret well, but Kevin had already let something slip.
Kevin watched Audrey's thoughtful expression nervously, unsure how she would react after learning about him and Alissa. Would she advise him to break it off, report it to the school, or pretend she hadn't heard anything?
"Alright, you should go back to class," Audrey said, snapping out of her thoughts. She smiled, seeing Kevin 's anxiety. "Don't worry, I'll keep your secret. Just be more careful in the future."
"Oh, I understand, Mrs. Johnson. I'll head off," Kevin replied, feeling awkward. He wanted to explain more but realized it wasn't the right time. He glanced at Audrey one last time before hurrying toward the stairs.
Watching Kevin 's tall figure disappear, Audrey sighed, showing a hint of melancholy. If Kevin had an affair with another woman, she would have distanced herself from him. She despised men who juggled multiple relationships. But since it was Alissa, Audrey felt conflicted. Alissa and Kevin 's close relationship made their affair somewhat inevitable.
Although Audrey and Kevin hadn't crossed any lines, their relationship had definitely gone beyond the typical teacher-student dynamic. If Alissa found out, she might think Audrey was competing for Kevin . Audrey didn't want to be an accidental third wheel and, with her pride, wouldn't stoop to fighting over a man. She wanted to clear things up with Alissa but didn't know how to start.
Back in the office, Audrey saw Quentin Rodriguez chatting with some male teachers. Ignoring them, she sat at her desk, pondering her complicated relationship with Kevin and Alissa. She used to think love triangles in romance novels were cliché, but now she found herself entangled in one. Without recent events, she would've stayed out of Kevin and Alissa's affair. But now, she was emotionally tied to Kevin .
"Mrs. Johnson, is that student your cousin?" Ethan Sanders asked curiously. "I haven't heard you mention him before. He never came to the office last semester."
"Oh, I told him not to come unless necessary since we are at school," Audrey explained hastily. "He needs my help."
Ethan nodded and didn't press further, leaving Audrey relieved but also frustrated. She increasingly felt a private office was necessary. Alissa had her own office, where she could rest at noon and even secretly meet with Kevin . Audrey recalled the odd smells in Alissa's office, previously attributing them to Alissa's husband. Now, she realized it might be from Kevin and Alissa's recent sexual encounters, with Alissa possibly still filled with Kevin 's fresh semen.
Imagining Kevin 's large cock ravaging Alissa's naked body, Audrey felt a tingling itch. Her plump legs rubbed together as she thought about her sexual drought since her husband left after the New Year. Masturbation provided some relief, but fingers and toys couldn't compare to her husband's hot, hard penis, which often left her more frustrated and longing for a satisfying sexual experience like in their early marriage.
Alissa had taken the step after giving up on her husband and disgraced herself. Audrey, who had been married for three years and was planning to have a child, couldn't betray her family for temporary pleasure. She resisted advances from Quentin and other men and maintained her boundaries. She allowed some ambiguity between her and Kevin because he was a high school student, who posed no real threat to her marriage.
However, Audrey knew she was deluding herself. Kevin experienced sex now, and he wouldn't be content with just a platonic relationship. Her body yearned for a man's touch, and if her husband didn't return soon, she might end up like Alissa. Each call to her husband to come back was met with impatience, which made Audrey worry about how long she could hold out.