Chapter 95 I Actually Want Him to Fuck Me, Too
Alissa, usually so careful with her words as a homeroom teacher, had just let some pretty crude language slip out, almost like she didn't care anymore. This left Audrey blushing hard. After a moment, she cautiously said, "Alissa, I'm sorry. You know I didn't mean to humiliate you. You're the person I trust most at school. How could I despise you? I know you must have your reasons for what you did. You're not Vanessa Wood."
"I don't know what you mean, and I don't want to know," Alissa shot back, getting more aggressive now that Audrey had shown some vulnerability. She spoke harshly, "I just know I'm a woman who wants to be fucked. I want a man's big cock to fuck my slutty pussy. I'm not as virtuous as you. You think you're better than us because you graduated from a top university. I'm dirty, and my office is dirty. Please don't come here again, or you'll get dirty, too."
Audrey's face turned bright red, tears welling up in her eyes from the sting of Alissa's words. She felt deeply wronged.
She had only come to remind Alissa to avoid exposing herself and didn’t mean to humiliate her. She never expected Alissa to react like this. With a trembling voice, she said, "Alissa, even if I was wrong, why do you have to degrade yourself like this? We're both women. I understand your pain, but do you know mine? No matter how many problems you have at home, at least you have a husband and a child waiting for you. What about me? Every night, I come home to a cold door and a cold bed. Everything is cold.”
"I'm a woman too. I need warmth, I want to be cared for, and I want to talk with a man. But who can I talk to? You say I'm arrogant and that I despise you. I want to be friends with everyone, but can I? Just because I chatted with a male teacher, they say I'm a slut. Just because I went to the principal's office a few times, rumors spread that I slept with him."
"I am trying to understand why this happens. Alissa, can you tell me why? Can you tell me what to do? Why is it so hard to be a good woman?"
Seeing Audrey crying, Alissa was stunned. She had never thought deeply about these things but assumed Audrey was simply arrogant. She had heard the rumors about Audrey and Oliver Jones but never considered the immense trouble these rumors brought Audrey in her life and work.
Audrey seemed to lose control of her emotions, letting out all her pent-up grievances. She continued sobbing and said, "I've worked hard these past years to prove I’m not a woman who got into this school by sleeping with a man. But no matter what I do, people still gossip. If I succeed, they say it's expected because I graduated from a top university. If not, they say I’m overrated. I don't know what to do to satisfy everyone."
"Audrey, stop. I understand," Alissa sighed. "It happens everywhere. Just focus on your work. One day, your efforts will be recognized."
Alissa knew Audrey was telling the truth. Among the new young teachers, Audrey was the most outstanding and hardworking. But this excellence only highlighted others' incompetence and laziness, leading to her being ostracized. This wasn't Audrey's fault; it was just reality and human nature.
Alissa had faced similar situations when she was younger. But she wasn't as beautiful as Audrey and had a more low-key personality, so she didn’t receive much strong rejection.
"I never expected any rewards. I just want to do my job well and be a respected teacher like you," Audrey said, her eyes still teary. "I love teaching, but I didn't realize being a good teacher would be so hard. I don’t know what keeps me going."
"Audrey, I'm not as good as you think. I'm not a good teacher," Alissa said, blushing with shame. "I know you won't believe me, but I never intended to seduce Kevin . That night, I don't know what came over me. It was like I was possessed and unable to control myself. When I came to my senses, it was too late. I've tried to keep distance from Kevin , but he's strong-willed and bold. I can't control him. I really regret taking that step."
"Alissa, I understand," Audrey sighed, thinking of Kevin 's bright smile. "Kevin has many good qualities. He's kind, determined, and willing to correct his mistakes. Honestly, I used to dislike him, but now I think he's a good guy. He's better than some adults, and he's very handsome and tall. It's not surprising you'd be attracted to him. Sometimes I also..." She trailed off, realizing she had said too much.
Alissa looked shocked, pointing at Audrey, and said, "Audrey, don't tell me you and Kevin have slept together, too."
It explained why Audrey had been probing about her relationship with Kevin and had gone to see him today before coming to confront her. It seemed Audrey was competing with her for Kevin . Alissa felt a strange sense of relief. If even the proud Audrey had fallen for Kevin , then her affair with him didn't seem as shameful.
"Alissa, how can you say that?" Audrey's face turned crimson, her beauty even more striking. She quickly defended herself and said, "I have never slept with him. But I do care about him."
‘She does care about him?’ Alissa thought.
Would a young, beautiful female teacher care about a male student from another class for no reason, especially when her husband wasn't around? Alissa didn't believe Audrey's words but chose not to expose her lies. Sometimes, it was better to feign ignorance. Since both she and Audrey liked the same man, admitting it would only make things difficult in the future.
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