Chapter 26 Ms. Johnson, Will You Help Me Masturbate?
Despite being mentally prepared, Audrey JohnsonAudrey didn't expect Kevin Kevin to speak so crudely. Her face flushed hotly, and she couldn't bring herself to look at him. She knew she couldn't avoid this now and had to face it directly. She frowned slightly and said, "Kevin Kevin , you're a high school student. It would help if you watch your language. What you mean is that you want to make love with me or to have coitus or copulation."
Kevin scratched his head, feeling a bit embarrassed. "I'm sorry, Ms.Johnson. That's just how we usually phrase it. It slipped out. Yes, I mean, I want to make love with you." In reality, Kevin and his friends used even cruder language, finding it more exciting. When Kevin masturbated with Audrey in his mind, he would often say things like, "Audrey, I want to fuck your pussy," to heighten his arousal. He never imagined he would one day say such things to her face.
"It's okay. It's just a difference in phrasing; it doesn't mean anything," Audrey said, feeling more relaxed. It seemed the hardest part was over, and now she could talk to Kevin about anything.
"Kevin , do you know what making love is?" Audrey asked. She wanted to gauge how much Kevin knew about sex to decide where to start guiding him.
"I know a bit." Kevin nodded. Even without his sex experience with Alissa GarciaAlissa, he had learned a lot from porn and adult magazines, though the information was incomplete and often exaggerated or distorted.
"Then tell me what you know," Audrey prompted.
"Making love is when a man inserts his penis into a woman's vagina and, through friction, eventually ejaculates. It's also called intercourse because it's usually between two people who have feelings for each other. Hence they call it making love. There are many positions for making love, but the most common two are the front and back positions. Before intercourse, a man should caress a woman's erogenous zones, such as her earlobes, neck, armpits, nipples, labia, and toes. This is called foreplay, and its purpose is to create a harmonious atmosphere and help the woman produce lubrication to prevent pain from friction during intercourse. Afterward, the man should also give the woman some affection."
"You really know quite a lot," Audrey said, surprised. She had expected Kevin to know only basic terms, but he had detailed knowledge, much of which even her husband might not know. Her husband never engaged in foreplay before making love and always fell asleep afterward without considering her feelings.
"Ms.Johnson, this is all I read from books," Kevin said, not finding it strange. A boy had once brought a book called Essential Reading for Couples to school, and they had passed it around like a porn magazine, which indirectly spread knowledge about sex.
"What do you do when you feel aroused?" Audrey asked. The key issue was how to channel sexual urges properly. Many sexual predators and perverts were the result of improperly addressed sexual urges.
"Masturbate," Kevin answered honestly. Though he now had Alissa GarciaAlissa and rarely masturbated anymore.
"Oh, how do you masturbate?" Audrey asked impulsively, then immediately regretted it. She feared Kevin would misunderstand her intentions. She was genuinely curious, as a girl instead of a boy. She knew boys masturbated but didn't know the specifics. Her question stemmed from curiosity.
Kevin was also taken aback, not expecting Audrey to ask that. Finding it embarrassing, he quickly rationalized that since he had accidentally seen Audrey's naked body, it was only fair for her to see his penis. He stood up, pulled his pants down to his knees, and began to stroke his semi-flaccid penis.
Audrey had intended to clarify her question, but Kevin had already started demonstrating how exactly he did it. She had never imagined she would watch a man masturbate in front of her, even if he was just a student. This crossed her psychological boundaries and deviated from her intended guidance for Kevin .
Her correct response should have been to immediately stop Kevin 's masturbation, ask him to leave, and temporarily halt the session to prevent uncontrollable events. However, she thought doing so would severely damage Kevin 's trust in her, rendering all her previous efforts futile.
Resigned, Audrey decided to let it go and was unaware a fact that once a psychological boundary is crossed, it becomes easier to cross it again. This moment marked the beginning of a relationship with Kevin that would spiral out of control, ultimately leading her into an inescapable and forbidden romance.