Chapter 440 We Can't Go Back on Our Word
Daphne felt super awkward; all that confidence she had built up just went poof.
Benjamin caught her reaction, flashing a charming smile, his dark eyes full of that lovey-dovey look.
A few minutes later, her hair was dry.
Benjamin stashed the hairdryer and pulled out a small box of condoms from his robe pocket. "Your move," he said casually.
When Daphne saw the condom, it felt like it was burning a hole in her hand.
She wasn't a virgin anymore, but she still felt kinda uneasy.
"Maybe we should..." she hesitated.
"What?" Benjamin asked, staring at her.
"Nothing. Just lie down," Daphne said.
No point in chickening out now. Whatever happened next, she had to handle Benjamin.
While she was psyching herself up, Benjamin was already lying on the bed, waiting for her. Seeing her determined look, he could pretty much guess what was on her mind.
"If you're too shy, we can switch it up," he teased lazily.
Daphne shot back, "No need."
She walked over and turned off the main light, leaving just a small lamp on.
The dim light didn't help her relax; it made her even more jittery. When she got into bed and touched Benjamin's warm body, she was super tense.
"Benjamin, if you're nervous, I can get you some water," Daphne offered, trying to distract herself. "Or maybe tell you a story first."
Benjamin chuckled. "I'm not nervous."
Daphne thought, 'But I am!'
"When do we start?" Benjamin said, leaning closer. Lowering his voice, he said, "I'm ready."
"I don't think you are," Daphne said.
"I am," Benjamin shot back.
"No, you're not," Daphne insisted.
"Daphne," Benjamin called.
"Yeah?" Daphne said.
"Are you scared?" Benjamin asked bluntly, a slight smile on his face.
Daphne wanted to deny it, but she knew Benjamin could read her like a book.
In her current state, she'd definitely mess up.
"If you're scared, we can do it another time," Benjamin said. He wasn't gonna push her; this stuff should be mutual. "Or I can take the lead."
Daphne stayed quiet.
Benjamin didn't rush her.
After a bit, Daphne handed him the condom, her hand all sweaty. Then she turned her back to him, mumbling, "You do it."
No power in the relationship? Fine, he wouldn't really push her around anyway.
Even if he did, she could always get back at him later.
"Really?" Benjamin felt the sweat on the condom.
Daphne mumbled, "Yeah."
Benjamin put the condom aside and pulled her into his arms. Her back was against his chest, and she could hear his heartbeat loud and clear.
At that moment, her whole body went stiff.
The more she thought about what was coming, the more nervous she got.
"It's late. Let's sleep," Benjamin said, holding Daphne, his voice low and husky.
Daphne relaxed completely, then asked, confused, "Not doing it?"
"No," Benjamin said simply.
"Why?" Daphne asked.
"You're not ready," Benjamin said. He wanted to give her time to chill, at least until she wasn't so nervous her palms were sweaty. "We'll share the bed first. Once you're used to sleeping with me, we can proceed."
Daphne didn't know how to describe her feelings.
On one hand, she felt touched, thinking Benjamin was super sweet and always looking out for her.
On the other hand, she felt kinda guilty. Last time, they had to stop because they didn't have a condom, and now they stopped because she was too nervous.
Benjamin had been single for thirty years, and he was definitely a lively guy. Wasn't she being a bit too harsh on him?
Caught up in her mixed feelings, Daphne suddenly turned to face him. Benjamin didn't think much of it, assuming she just found this position more comfy to sleep in.
But the next second, Daphne flipped over and pinned him down.
She braced herself and said seriously, "We agreed to do it today. No backing out."
"Aren't you not ready?" Benjamin asked.
"I am," Daphne said earnestly.
Benjamin laughed so hard his chest shook, his eyes full of that lovey-dovey look as he played along, "Alright, you are."
To prove she was ready, Daphne leaned down and kissed his lips, her moves gentle but clumsy, clearly not very experienced.
Benjamin endured it with difficulty but went along with it the whole time.
Unfortunately, Daphne stopped halfway through. In the end, Benjamin had to take the lead in this "test."
The room was dimly lit, the covers constantly shifting. By the time everything settled down, it was already 2 AM.
Daphne felt completely wiped out, not wanting to move a muscle. Even during the toughest training missions, she hadn't been this exhausted.
"Are you okay?" Benjamin asked in a low, husky voice, his hands on her waist.
Daphne quickly shook her head, no, she was too tired.
Meanwhile, Benjamin was still full of energy. But seeing Daphne so exhausted that she didn't even want to open her eyes, he held back. "Sleep first. I'll carry you to the bath."
Daphne barely made a sound of agreement.
As she drifted into sleep, she had only one thought, 'A guy who’s been abstinent for thirty years is terrifying.'
Benjamin's lips curved into a doting smile. He kissed her on the lips before heading to the bathroom to run a hot bath.
He would take responsibility, protect her for a lifetime, and give her lifelong happiness.
Once the bath was ready, he lifted the covers and carried her to the bathroom, adjusting the room temperature so she wouldn't get cold.
Half an hour later, they were done bathing.
Benjamin lay on the bed, looking at the sleeping Daphne in his arms, his dark eyes filled with affection and love.
He turned off the bedroom light and held Daphne as they drifted into a sweet sleep.
That night, they both slept like babies.
The next morning, when Daphne woke up, she noticed the bedroom was different from the one she usually stayed in. Before she could figure out why she was there, a deep, lazy voice sounded in her ear, "Awake?"
Daphne froze, turning to see Benjamin's face up close.
In that instant, memories of last night came rushing back.
"Did you sleep well?" Benjamin felt a warm flutter in his chest as he looked into her clear, innocent eyes.
Daphne bit her lip, lowering her gaze as she replied, "Yeah."
"Are you satisfied?" Benjamin asked.
"What?" Daphne asked.
"The test results," Benjamin explained.
"Unsatisfied?" he added.
"No," Daphne said.
"Satisfied?" Benjamin asked again.
"No," Daphne denied again.
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